S H A R O N

Date: 19 Jan 2009
Time: 3:45 am

this is crazy..

this is driving me nuts;im finally done with the whole blogskin! i accidentally save an empty skin and everything went blank! i lost my links,my everything! i've been working this new skin for like the past 4 hrs..im suppose to go to bed like 2 hrs ago but i cant just leave it like that. by the time im done with it,its like 3ish..yes;its crazy! well,i just wanted to change my skin..new year,new skin! haha..i noe its kinda latee already. coming feb then want to change. i must say today is my new day,a BRAND new day. (: its bcos i'll no longer lie to myself about my feelings and all..yes,i broke up with hafiz yesterday. i told him that we're better off as friends. perhaps i finally understand what does LOVE means..

LOVE is not jealous - so do not cut yourself off bcos your taken up exclusively with 1 person.

LOVE is not proud - so do not use a boyfriend as a fashion accesory that everyone thinks you look great.

LOVE is no ill-mannered - so do not backbite the other person.

LOVE is not selfish - so treat relationships a way to give pleasure not getting pleasure.

i was reading thru some notes i've wrote..those are what i learnt from my church. i finally get to understand what is the meaning of love! the reason i always wanted a bf was to make me look good or feel good that i have a bf. yes;silly thought! well,at least its not too late to realise it now. (: im glad i made that decision. i felt so much better after i told him how i felt and all..afterall,letting him go was the right thing and im glad we're still friends. (;

its late and i better head to bed..i got dentist appointment later on at 10.30! braces,braces,braces;i lovee! (; BTW,im too lazy to put up a tagboard,so do leave me comments yeh? its not too hard right? hee..alrights,im off to bed. Nights!

Love lots, chengsueklang (:

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