S H A R O N

Date: 30 Mar 2008
Time: 9:50 pm

a true boyfriend..

A true boyfriend does this.. *ahem* bee.. =D

When she walks away from you madly [Follow her]

When she stares at your mouth [smile...then kiss her]

When she pushes you or hit's you [hug her tight]

When she starts cursing at you [say i love you]

When she's quiet [hold her hands and ask what's wrong]

When she ignores you [act cute so she'll notice you]

When she pulls away [Pull her back]

When you see her at her worst [tell her you love her and she still looks amazing]
When you see her start crying [hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking [approach her..give a kiss on the cheek]

When she's scared [assure her you're not goin to leave her]

When she lays her head on your shoulder [tilt your head too..and hold her hand]

When she steals your favorite hat [let her keep it]
When she teases you [Tease her back and make her laugh]

When she doesnt answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]

When she looks at you with doubt [Back yourself up]

When she says that she likes you [she really does more than you could understand]

When she grab your hands [Hold hers and play with her fingers]

When she tells you a secret [keep it safe and untold]
When she misses you [she's hurting inside]

When you break her heart [the pain never really goes away]

When she says its over [she still wants you to be hers]
When she's mad [hug her tight and don't let go]

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
i think all these are really sweet. (: dont know why..can your boyfriend do that? hehe..alrightoo,thats all for now..need to pack and get ready for school tomoros! ): soooo not looking forward for tomoro! urghhh..

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date:
Time: 1:20 am

we might as well be strangers..

feeling rather uneasy now..dunno why! first of all is i totally forgot someone's bday..like i got the wrong month..man,i've actually planned smthg out but i guess i have to wait for another year?quite disappointed with myself,and no;im not gonna forgive myself for forgetting this person's bday! im so not happy with myself..hmm! but oh wells,past! i cant do anything about it..like seriously! but here,i wanna say sorry to you for forgetting your bday..im not gonna put yur name here..i feel horribly BAD. like sooooo bad. im very very sorry, ~~kkd~~. oh noo.. ): upset much.

so anyways,the leading was abit not good..i got distracted by 3people..and you guys noe who you are..wait not 3,but 5 actually..but im glad yu guys sang la..it was unexpected and yu guys did not break yur promise too. =D ohhh,markus brought us to limteh just now..it was FUN.it was my very first time sitting on his car..he can drive now,like wuahhh! hehehe..and his driving was really steady i tell you..stylo milo ar! (: and we're very honoured too,cos its his first time driving his friends around. hahaha..and the limteh actually turn out to us eating and talking bout some stuffs we dont wanna talk about.lols! nothing dirty,btw! hahaha.

got a call from my cousin,wasnt a good call..and he's not in a mood and all..didnt talk to him that much due to his mood..its hard la,seeing him going thru such a rough time now..and it suck big time!like urghhh..makes him look so scary only.and it annoys me too when he talk to me in such way..and the way he msg me just makes me wanna off my phone and not reply it..he's never like that okaes! pffts.

ima gonna go visit daddy tomoroooo..it has been a year-ish since i last visited daddy.i miss you terribly! not sure wether im ready or not..or wether im gonna drop some tears there.i dont know about anything! im not ready;not at all..but anyhoos,im sure God will help me through.so i dont have to worry about a thing at all. (: and i dont have the time to go to saloon.oh noooo;ms.ong will come after me like on the first day of 2nd term?dangg mannn..ima need to go to saloon tomoros and chop off my long fringe! alrighttooo,thats all about my day todayyy..seeyous!

p/s:random feelings today,blame the tiredness,moodswings and yadda yadda. =/

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 28 Mar 2008
Time: 11:36 pm

my bestfriend;bryanto..

ohhhh nooo;school's starting in like 2days time?my bestfriend wont be here on the first day of school for 2nd term..he'll still be in manchester,i think! i miss him so much..its because of his hyperness every morning,his hugee smile,his hugs,his annoying-ness,and so many moreee..come back soon bry,cos sharon misses you many many. ): aannd your noisey-ness also! hahaha..i just read your comments yu drop for me in friendsterr. =D how sweet of you,bestfriend. ohhh,drink lots of water yea?and dont forget to take your medicine oh.will pray for youuu..for shuree! xoxo.

anyways,tomoro doing praise&worship leading in YF..very nervous! usually not so lor,but this time very very..hmm!it must be the mail that someone sent. (: you noe who you areeeee.went to church to do some practise for EN..it went pretty well;i think..quite messy though! hahaha..and i was late for tuition just now..not that late right ko?HAHA! nothing much happen today..havent got the chance to post up some of the camp pictures..still waiting for my brother's help! must wait until he's in a good mood and when he's not lazyyy.

theres nothing else to typeee! craps..alrightooo,im searching for good blogskins for my blog! 3days alreadyy,and still couldnt find the right one. =/ okays then,will end this post here. seeyous peeps!

Lalalovee,Sharon

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Date: 27 Mar 2008
Time: 1:04 am

pissed off..

IM FEELING REALLY REALLY MOODY..

where are you when i need you most?tell me..im feeling really PISSED too;by them..those people whose currently ~~downstairs!~~ seriously,i cant tolerate you guys ANYMORE!
dont talk to me;for now..or even forever! i dont minddd.leave me ALONE! im tired of you people..go tell people i do this and do that..cos seriously,i dont caree! ughhhhh... sometimes i wish,i could runaway from here..im feeling really horrible now..

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 19 Mar 2008
Time: 3:27 pm

jealous of your girlfriend..

this is at around 2ish am?

sexy,aint it?

baby,isnt this pretty? (:

me&mimi

they are the reason im smiling =D

girl in boxer?hehe..we all got one for ourself.

mims&yurrr

froggiee.

yurr,sayangggkus. (:

drunk?haha..

theres definitely more pictures but im running out of time..perhaps some other day i'll post up more pictures..no promises tho..im going down to miri tomoro at 6am..super early man.so anyways,i'll be on hiatus starting today till sunday or monday..hehe! =D i'll leave you all now.seeyous.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

P/S: im jealous of your girlfriend,eventhough she's a girl thats just your 'friend'

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Date: 15 Mar 2008
Time: 12:50 pm

sleepovers..

just got back from tasek..danson came in second for cross-country..not bad,im actually surprised by it..great job,danson!i have faith in you people,so dont give up..and we'll try our best to win for this coming sports day okae? (: so the picture above,search me..haha! this was umm 2yrs ago?or 3yrs back?im not sure..its cits&yuree's partay..formal party.miss those days man..where i dont have any stress or anything.those smiles on my face.i miss all those man..today leon did attendance,well not all..he left due to headache..and the i gotta do the last part attendance..which is super hectic.i dislike doing it.BUT its overr now.hehe.im very much happy with it..

i'll be going to RTB soon..just some visit with my classmates! not all the time we could step in RTB yohhh.hahaha..im super tired now.after tasek..i need to take a short nap.and then i got tuition again.im tired.and so,im still in mimi's place..i had so much fun with the girls last night.we took so many pictures and they're all in fi's cam..i cant wait to post it up if i can. (: sleepovers are like sooo fun.sakai much. =DD naughty things! lols. anyways,i think thats all for now..i wanna take my short nap,then to RTB,then to coffeebean to chill and off to tuition.seeyouss! much love.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 14 Mar 2008
Time: 12:58 pm

hectic much?

i cant wait for holidays..i cant wait to get out of this hectic week of mine! i need rest..i've been falling sick very often lately..i dont know why.getting headaches very often..which is not good.terrible headaches i tell you.not fun at all..its friday today,and i cant wait to end this hectic week of mine!its just so terrible..tomoro i need to be in tasek by 7am or perhaps earlier..man,this is killing me..being a captain is not easy at all..you gotta attend to every single thing or event..yesterday was a trial run,and i had a hard time marking attendance..i tell you,primary 4,5&6 kids are so much better than secondary students,they ended their race..came to me and said 'captain,im back..dont forget to tick my name' so very cute. =D and they come back to me 2 to 3 times,just to make sure their name got ticked already. and to the secondary students,they dont care at all..they just happily walk off and go home.and some dont even come out from the forest,they happen to wait for the teachers to come down..and i must wait for them! i hate marking attendance.

and so,danson office bearers,pls pls come tomoro..i need help okay! so today i will be sleeping over mimi's place.=D bcos we have to finish up our geo project thing for the exhibition and then teh next morning to tasek lama.since her place is like soo near to tasek..so we the bestfriends are sleeping over. (: cool cool..looking forward to it..and eversince mummy's not around,theres so many things in my list that i need to buy.i cant drive and no one at home is free to bring me go do shopping.arghh!theres so many things to be done by end of this week..oh God,tell me when will all this end?so frustrating..

on a brighter side,camp is near..and i cant wait. =D hehe..and i cant wait to go to mimi's place tonight,and we'll have girls night tonight..bestfriends sleeping over for the first time okay.call me 'sakai' my mummy never allow me to sleepover at friends place okae..but this time is reasonable one cos of the cross country thing.so im allowed to sleepover!im palnning to change my blogskin,but i just dont have the time to..uh!im having tuitions like almost everyday..busy busy busy.

oh baby,you always make me happy..and yu understand every single bit im facing.thankyou for everything..you always hold me tight and tell me no matter what it is,im always here..you dont care when there are people looking at us,you always make me feel like its only the both of us when there are so many people..i love you the way you are. (: cant wait to see you..=D i oh so love you. ♥you always.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 10 Mar 2008
Time: 11:02 pm

good day..

it has never been easy for me since the day you left,but here i am..standing on my 2 feet,laughing,chatting,giggling and doing all the things i used to do..im all good now. (: no regrets at all..and i've learned something new too..i did my devotion yesterday,and it was about sin..i was thinking,i've sinned so many times..and i asked for forgiveness..and God is a God who forgives. eventho He forgives,theres always a scar there..and it pretty much hurt to see a scar in His heart.i was thinking to myself,how many times i've failed Him.but im all good,learning new things,learning the right thing and so forth. guys,i'll give you an example..nail a photo on your room wall,when you take the nail and the photo out,theres still mark on the wall..that mark is a scar..oh man,you did hurt me and when i said i forgive you,theres definitely still a scar in my heart..but i tell you,its never easy to forget. (:

BUT im all good now..talked with mummy and koko just now..the both of them look good and well.dont worry bout mummy&koko,they said they're fine and continue to pray for them..so today was the house meeting..we gotta select our house captain for both girls and boys! and danson girls captain goes to SHARON CHENG. =DDD hahaha..im pretty much happy with it..knowing that quite a number of people voted for me..and here i am,a house captain.its my last year this year,so yes..i'll do my very best to make danson come first this year. (: and i got lots of competitors too. wuah! =D hehe.

its the 11th tomoro,and you know what does it mean right?i dont wanna put it up here..cos i dont want people to know..well,some people might know but not all.i dont want certain people to know. haha ok,its confusing. =p anyways,i just want to say thankyou for everything. till death do us apart. (: hehe..you monkeyy. remember that! will talk to you tonight i hope? haha.been pretty busy with stuffs too.anyhoots,i just want to let you noe that i've never doubted you or anything.i trust you alrights? do take care and i noe yu'll pretty much be back next month. imy.6months.and this is for you. =D

okays,its time for me to go sleep..wait no,i need to do my quiet time before bed today.theres alot alot of things i wanna share with God.haha. (: so seeyous! nightss.

Lalalovee,Sharon

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Date: 6 Mar 2008
Time: 9:27 pm

pictures pictures..<3

pictures,pictures..we took a hell loads of pictures todayy! hehe..we did photo taking today! (; class photo and individual photo..big big smiles man! all i noe is my photos are like me smiling widely. hehe..hope it'll turn out good.after that we took group photos and everythingg.so manyyy ahhh. hehehe..im lazy for school on saturday.hmm! cos hell loads of people are going to JIS from morning till i dunno what time. =/ so i'll be in school after recess i guess? cos last period have to vote for house captain.guess lee teen would actually take that role again this year. hmm..

anyways,i dont have much to blog about lately..everythings fine here! dont worry..my time with God is like good..im more onto a brighter side now and thank God..He gave me the right answer and everything.and im more positive now! shudnt have done all the stupid things. but its never too late to realise now. (; hehe..alrights then,i'll sign out now. byebye.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 1 Mar 2008
Time: 4:03 pm

daddy;its all about you..

do you still remember this picture?i remember how you used to teach me how to hold a golf club properly,and that i must always hold it correctly or else nothings gonna be right..i always lose my temper while playing golf,and thats when you'll start telling me how hot my temper was and im such an impatient girl..you said im a very stubborn girl yet clever in some ways..dy,you also told me that i must open up my eyesss to look for the right one becos its never easy to find the right guy..dy,if you were here,you could see how hurt i am in some ways..choosing has never been easy for me and in the end,i'll end up getting hurt.

and guess what?i went to the restaurant where you'll always bring me before heading for golf.i walked in the restaurant,and i sorta cried a little bit. you'll always order kolomee and i'll go for beehoon..so i went to the restaurant just now with ee.she ate kolomee tho.bcos i told her that you like the kolomee there..and so she decided to go for a try..pa,you noe how yu'll always help me finish up the beehoon..because its like too much for me.so today i ordered and the beehoon was ALOT dy,alot that i wanted you to finish it up for me..i knew ee would give me a piece of her mind if i dont finish up the food i ordered.so i decided to keep myself quiet and forced myself to eat all of it.

i felt bloated..daddy,i miss you! and i dont think its wrong to miss you at this time..its not that im being random or so..but heck today,i went to the restaurant and thats when i start to think about the good times we had..i love you,dy. and that'll never change. (;

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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