S H A R O N

Date: 28 July 2008
Time: 4:40 pm

i've never felt this way before..

issit too let to let you know? i try to runaway from ur sight..but sometimes it only reminds me of you..i needed my freedom,thats what i thought..but i was a fool to believe.i cry river of tears..when i turn off all the lights,even the night,it only reminds me of you..only you! how could i ever let u go? that was the biggest mistake of my life..i shudnt have listen to other people,shud have trusted you&moved on with you..i shudnt have! ): i regret every single mistake i made.im lost. very. i keep every single memories we had..it was the sweetest memories.i want you&only you.

its really hard to move on sometimes.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 27 July 2008
Time: 10:25 pm

happy bday mei jie.

its been a while since i last post up some pictures..i hope all this pictures will entertain u readers.im very sorry if the pics are blur&all..im too lazy to edit or even rotate it..bear with me&my laziness. hee,at least i did post up some pictures.

nathan..my new little boy.very cute!

brian&nathan..

spot some spelling error? haha!

here are some pictures taken during litfest..

they name themselves 'the classroom heroes' (:

handsome mark&the girls..

my kawan good. she's crazy when she's around me..

mark&gette.

he's my numberONE. will always be. (:

we do crazy things tgether.ily.

the sweetest guy ever&erny.

khair&josias.

on that night itself,guess what happened?got into a minor accident..the stupid man from behind bang to us..guess what was his reasons? i was trying to answer my friend's call..very stupid. luckily,only the car boot abit bend. now my sister is car-less,and she must follow my aunt's car to school which means i MUST wake up earlierr! urghh.. all because of a stupid careless man.

my sister's car.

not forgetting its mei jie's bday today! happy bdayy..im sure u had a blast just now..have a great day you! ur getting very old.. hehe! take care.

meijie&his very kurang ajar son!

finally,it has come to an end..thats it for now! (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 25 July 2008
Time: 8:51 pm

happy bday jiejie chai sing.

its either you'll kill me for putting this up or thank me for telling everyone that its your bday today OR you'll feel touched by the words im about to put up here. (: u dont look ugly here..u'll think its ugly..wait,put it in a better phrase..not pretty. but i find u pretty in every way. wuahh! im sure koko said this to u before ey? that no matter how u think u're not pretty but you'll always be the prettiest in his eyes! WUAHSEII! ok enough of all this crap..

here,i wanna wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i hope u had a blast on this special day of yours..im sorry i couldnt give you anything but i was the first to greet you.earlier than koko. (: you're like the best u noe?to others,you're very quiet but to me,your as noisy as me..which is GOOD. that makes me feel more comfortable bcos i noe u're very comfortable with me. thats why u can talk&laugh all u want with me..sometimes crack me up with some lame jokes or talk some sense to me. and also,ppl say we look alike..that means ur young okae! but i feel good too,cos im as pretty as you! HAHAHA! and ohh,u're the only one who understands me very well like what koko said. im going thru some tough moments that you've been through. i would like to say thanks for everything sister. for taking care of me&making sure that i wont be naughty. to tell you the truth,i have been a very good girl lately..no more nonsense! except the fact that i miss someone. (: i think i've pretty much said everything. so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE CHAI SING!! God Bless. loveee loads!

p/s: sorry if theres spelling or gramatic error. im too lazy to re-read and edit. so yea,forgive me if my 'london' is kinda broken. (: hehe.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 24 July 2008
Time: 5:55 pm

be mine?

i've never felt this way before..this lonely in my life! perhaps i just need someone to company me through my ups&downs.i regretted taking you for granted. i miss you. thats how sad i am.because i've been thinking bout u so much lately. i miss you,YOU! ):

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 22 July 2008
Time: 7:20 pm

sick.

im too sick to even blog. im sick,down&off. dead.

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Date: 13 July 2008
Time: 7:39 pm

i laughed at this..

b r y a n t o z o z o ; my simple exit plan for sent 7/11/2008 12:33 AM:
"boy (bryant) dies from commiting suicide due to wrong connect of what his bestfriend hear from him"

story..

"the way he killed himself was drastic. he stuck a nailclipper in hisss mouth and force himself to bite it and then it didnt work soo he swolled it and then tried to cut himself with paper. but it didnt work. soo he bang his head onto the bed like 700000000 timess said a police that was investigating the case. the boy, bryant was found in bed lying down like nobodys buisness as if it was his house. but it was his house. soo the police didnt know what to do.. soo they dumped his body in the rubbish bin but his head could only fit. and they left him there and told newspapers that the reason they did that was to make the death more cooler looking.its a sad day for the locals in the country as bryant was a superstar ;D not only that. he was sharons bestfriend and it was such a waste. now we will have limo cars to pick sharon up from school EVERDAY and send her to the cemetary to talk to bryants grave. yes its sad... its sad that she has to talk to a non living thing. thats the only case in brunei soo far..-its a sad thing..bestfriend i love you..

this is absolutely funny..i logged in to my msn&this is what i saw..i laughed so badly. for once,i think my bestfriend is silly. (: especially the last part about the limo picking me up&all. thats what bryant writes when im mad at him..he can come up with a whole lots of stories just to make me laugh so i wont stay mad at him..that bestfriend of mine. i lalalove you BUT you always break your promises.i dont like you. ): loserr..

thats all for now..seeyous!

Lalalovee,Sharon

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Date: 10 July 2008
Time: 11:51 pm

tired much..

this will be a short post because i am too lazy to even blog lately..its because i dont have the permission to use my brother's notebook ALL the time..i only get to use it sometimes..well,it depends on his MOOD. so yea,today was a great yet tiring day.ohh;dont refresh me about what i did in the morning because i was so exhausted until the fact that i asked ray to stopped disturbing me.he's such an ass. (: hahaha! he's a brother to me..so yea,he treats me like his little sister. and so in the afternoon,i have maths tuition..i din do much in tuition. actually,i din do a single math problem there..pretty useless i must say. craps!

its my maid's bday today..gave her a surprise&she cried..my family treats me maid absolutely well..so yea,she's lucky to be our maid. wuahhh! (: went to gdg for a 'little' while just now&i guess i saw my eyecandy working. like wuahhhh! hehehe! thats pretty much about my day today..seeyous! will post up some pictures to entertain you readers.

here's a verse i wanna share with you people..

Luke 6:37: Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 7 July 2008
Time: 3:51 pm

sighh!

and i sit alone,thinking bout you..since the day you left me,i still couldnt get you out of my head..when i read back our msges,it just made me cry..yes,tell me dont read it BUT when i think about you,i just happen to read back all the sweet msges u sent. your the reason of me being upset. ppl ask why am i upset,i couldnt say it out because they wouldnt understand it anyways..if you were beside me right now,i'll always smile&never be upset..but lately,u've been running in my mind..imy alot..ALOT till it hurts. so long goodbye! why must it end that way? time sure flies fast BUT now that your gone,it feels like time doesnt pass at all..i miss you terribly. ):

heartbroken...

imy!

Lalalovee,Sharon

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Date: 1 July 2008
Time: 10:46 pm

sini bukan pasar..

i still remember him saying,im gonna stay here until dunno when..and now that he's gone,i miss him terribly! urghhh,big loserrr. time flies so fast. this was one of the hardest goodbye..i couldnt say much to him jst now because his friends are all there and all..i miss you already. ): i dont know when will i see you again? after 3yrs? urghhhh. i still remember asking him can u not leave? danggg. im not gonna go on anymore cos if i do,i'll cry eventually. so yea! im gonna be strong. xoxo to you,big loser if u happen to read my blog.

and after seeing him off,me,jane&mayanne went to jane's place for lunch&after that to aunty Jeanne's place and after that to the 'mall' went to shabby chic..as usual,mayanne's spends her lunch money at shabby chic. & end up having only a dollar..but me&jane still have money for swensens.so the 3 of us went to swensens with not much money..how daring can we be?ordered good ice-cream&the place there was soo quiet&peaceful until this group of students came in and made so much noise..being their 'poklen' self,they laughed&talked so loud like as if they own the whole restaurant..and so Jane said 'eh,sini bukan pasarrr' that made me laugh! seriously,them being their poklen self rele annoys me at times. urghh.

so after that,paid bill and spent 28bucks in swensens..thats one of my cheapest bill ever in swensens! haha! met up with quite a few ppl in the mall..well,just thought of going out with them so that i wont miss 'silly' so much like how i am now! sighh. im feeling so empty now. craps! till here then,im off to bed. nights!

Lalalovee,Sharon

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