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SHARON.
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Date: 20 Oct 2007
Time: 1:47 pm
exams..

Exams is like in 2 days time..my computer died on me few days ago..thats why you guys dont see me online nemore. ): im sorryyy friends..especially to those who tagged..Judy,Grace,Sharonz and the rest..im pretty shocked. hehe! thanx alot yea? (; hehee..this would be myy last post and i'll go on hiatus because i wont have the time to be online..and all! =/ so tired of doing revision..im in friends house now..gonna have lunch and time to study! and i have YF tonight. (: im pretty much happy bcos i love YF. it feels like home now..and im all back to my old self. HEHE!

Bee,sorry couldnt go online and couldnt msg and talk on the phone with you latelyy..i dont have the timee and yes,im rele sorry! we'll contact each other after my exams yea? and you too,dont be lazy and study hard kays? i love you always! (; anyhoots,i guess thats bout it lahh.im HUNGRY! i'll come back as soon as my computer is ok! i promise~ see you all! on hiatus~

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 9 Oct 2007
Time: 10:15 pm
holidayss..

My bestfriend is the bomb! (: you noe who u are..hehe! thanx for u noe..everythinggg! din rele spent much time with the bestfriend todayy and felt like soo bad. ): sorryy bestfriend..hmm! i'll see you in 10 days time ya? (: will miss youu..hehee~anyways,10 days break frm today onwards! =D well,its just a break..gotta study cos straight after the break is end of year exam! DIE! sure die..i dunno what to do. =/ crap man! i dnt want exammm ):

school was okay today..its just that mrs.manggalam pissed me off so badly just now..haha! i sorta quarrel with her (: and she asked me to LOOK into her EYES and FACE and tell her im sorry and i wont do it again. yuckyuckyuck! cannot stand like looking at her eyes and all.. eeeee! =/ hahaaa~i did not say anything.instead i look at ray and say it~ HAHA! oh wells,theres nothing much to say latelyy..so yea! im off now..wanna go studyy ): exams exams exams! arghhhh.

Lalalovee,Sharon.
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Date: 8 Oct 2007
Time: 5:47 pm
Tell me smthg idk..

What are friends for? to be there when u're down,to cheer u up or to company you or moree..issit wrong to be there for your friend? im asking you! im just pissed off at this particular person.. no,im not gonna go on writing..or else this person will start some drama again..and its oh so annoying! VERYYY!! im glad i dont have frens that are like you. (:

Ting made us a nice lunch..she asked us to go over her place cos like she's gonna cook something good. (: yes,it was awesomee! the food and all..woah! hee~and yea,had fun with my friends and yes you bestfriend. (: its good that u have a bestfriend which is like the opposite sex of u..its good. he tends to understand more (: i mean its not wrong to have a bestfriend which is like the same sex as you..its good too in a way!

just got home cos ting's driver latee ): wanted to take nap bfore tuition but no,its too latee..ima have to go tuition like in half an hour time. ): exams in 2 weeks! cant wait for exam to like END! heee~anyhoots,i wanna rest cos headache..haha! not enough sleep i guess. =/ oh wells,cyu all then.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 7 Oct 2007
Time: 8:42 pm
Forget yesterday..

Yesterday was one of the worst day of my life. ): im just not myself yesterdayy..it seems like im falling apart now..i cant get up on my feet anymore..went to YF and i dont feel like i am the 'sharon' i used to be..im practically lost there..feeling awkward and yea~those feelings! afterall,im just not myself la last night. (: im feeling much better today,things are okay now..the boyfriend is back! (: yes,without him..uh! Life without someone like him,is HARD. ): no,im not ready to lose him..and never will i be ready.

he's unique in a way,who puts a smile on my face (: everyday,every hour,every minute,every second! (: he's good..and yes! anyways,i went to chac's hse todayy..and i did have fun! she cheered me up and now everything is fine! :D thanx chac..ily! and she's soooo clumsy todayy..she made me laugh till like tummy pain ahh! ;p exams are near and no,im not readyy..will i fail? i dunno..):

k then,i got nothing much to say today. i'll leavee now! cyuu (:
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Date: 6 Oct 2007
Time: 6:48 pm
I tried to look into your eyes...

): ): what on earth am i suppose to do now? ):

im lost,confused,hurt..and everything! why? ): why must all this happen? am i gonna lose you? must i let go? will u leave me hanging on? ): whats gonna happen? ur voice is like a soundtrack in my life. ): i want a simple explaination..it just hurts me alot..do you noe how im feeling inside? gotta find a way out.. ): will everything be okay?? i wanna let you how much pain im feeling inside..and you're the first one who makes me feel this way!

today im on my own,i cant move..i cant do anything..i rele need find a place where i could find a way out and you're like unlike any other. ): u're unpredictable,u're unique and you're everything..and i cant bear to lose you at all ): CRAP! i dunno la~ i miss you afterall. i dunno what have i done,so yea~ goodbye!
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Date: 3 Oct 2007
Time: 7:10 pm
Tell me you need me...

HEEEEE-LOOOOOO~ (=

Just got up..slept the whole afternoon! im such a pigg..lols! i've been attack by headache latelyy..guess thats the cause of sleeping latee..i couldnt sleep early..been thinking alot. ): im like the middle person now..i dunno..im having lots of problems now..well not me;its just that i dunno how to solve that problem for this particular someone..and he is one of my good friend and it hurts to see him this way. ): would you even wanna end a year plus relationship for a person who dont even love you at all? this is nutss..seriously la! and bcos of all this and moreee,it made me angry&sad. i dunno laa..boyfriend said just leave it and let them solve it themselves. (;

hopefully theres no more msg coming in..i wanna switch off my mobile for the time being..suppose to be studying last night and end up helping them. =/ ima have to off my phone and start studying properlyy..nothing much happened la today..its just that seeing my bestfriend cry,its not a good thing. ): hurts me so badd..pffts! and i had fun in class just now..ray&rich made me laugh..thankyou! was kinda emo in class todayy..haha! oh and gette too..u're the best. i lovee youu (;

sharon misses her boyfriend. haha! ;p alright i wanna go nerding..adeline liew,dont worry..i've been studying at home. (; i noe u miss me cos i did not go ur place just now. lols! i got stories to tell you. and you study too ah..dont sleep sleep onlyy. (; i'll see you tmrw,im going over tmrw..loves! anyways,till here then..im off!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 2 Oct 2007
Time: 10:55 pm
Maybe i miss you...

BOOOO!!

Chad is hot right? (; im oh so in love with him..haha..he lookss hothothot.okayy enought of that..just finish studying. =/ exams are like getting nearer and nearer..hell,im not readyy! im afraid i'll retain. ): im worried much..dang man! i'll study till like crazy ah..or else i wont be satisfied..like seriouslyy! im so scaredd..form 4 is not an easy year..how i wish im only in primary 1 or so.. ): back to those days,all you learn is A,B,C...1,2,3 and when u come to form 4, x=y-z and lalala! crap laaa..so annoyed by math. ): rele need someone to do a proper timetable for me so i could follow. =/

went to sis house for lunch just now..today's lunch was just okayy.nothing special.and sis did not cook for us..so me and bry like so hungryy..haha.we just ate mee goreng ): haha..cos sis not in the mood..quarrel with her boyfriend i guess. =/ anyways,but i had fun playing wii..i won bry!! im soo gooodd in golf..i wont himm so badlyy and yes,we did have fun..(: after that,went straight to tuition and start studying again. (:

after tuition,went to hospital to visit my uncle..his gonna leave us pretty soon..and he has not accepted the Lord yet. ): im upset bout that but what makes me happy is that he's keeping himself so strong and when i visited him,he made jokes and he laughed so badly alsoo.. (: he's diagnosed with cancer btw! cancer suck big timeee! arghhhh. ohh..im still having headache! ): it has been a while im having all this problem..

OHH! Bernard is the BOMB! (: heee~oh,hi bernard! just finish talking on the phone with gette alsoo..alright then,i wanna go get my rest cos im VERY tired and my pimples are like ALL OVER MY FACE!! :@@ sharon angry liaw! :@@ soo annoyed by pimples..like seriouslyyy..its soo uglyyy..veryyy! ): k then,till here ya?! GOODNIGHTT (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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Date: 1 Oct 2007
Time: 4:03 pm
Sweetness darlings...

Hey you.

Im homee..im so sleepyyy! Thanx sis for the lunch..i had a great time.ur cooking was great.. (= never knew u can cook this well..hehehe! bee called me just now..woah! feel soo good..i mean lately a friend of mine is having another girl and im so worried bee would be like that. im just scared..so i decided to msg him and tell him every single thing. (= hahaaa.im just scared la..haha! not a month yet..SOON,it'll be. =D bee,i love youuuu.

I cant wait to see u..i knw we'll have a great time! omg! 21 more days to end of year examm.. note to self:study!! haha..i got tuition tonight..yes,i've been studying..no kidding! been doing math like a mad girl..but still dont rele get it. i need someone who could do a timetable for me to study and all..or else,i wont discipline myself. HARR~ im veryy lazy at times..and mummy is unhappy with me.she's worried bout me. )= sorry mum,i promise i wont RETAIN! (=

anyways,been thinking alot bout bee..dunno why~ haha! i still remember how we got tgether..i knew him in this tuition place actually.we use to go tuition but different time.when i first saw him,im like he's gonna be my boyfriend. soon! soon! haha..but after a while,he quits tuition..cos he'll be going somewhere to further his studies.. )= was pretty sad that time..and yea~slowly,i see him on friendster..started writing comments to each other..and then on msn. chat chat chat.. harr.

theres this one time he said..'sharon,u noe im always here for you' and then i replied 'yea,i know. (=' and then he said 'u noe i like this girl but i dont think she'll like me. )=' and i replied 'no la,impossible la..u're so amazing..i think she likes youu la.' he said 'how you noe she like me leh?' i answered 'ummm,i know la' hahaha..actually i dont know who was he talking bout..i was kinda lost that time cos like he's telling me he likes another girl. )= then he say 'but..i malu to tell her oh..how?' i say..'just let her know how u feel.'

then he say 'ok,i'll tell her umm..like soon.' then i started saying like 'i like this boy too..but he likes some other girl..and i dunno who the girl is.plus i dont think he'll like me' he replied 'ohh..yeah,me too!' i couldnt take it so i ask 'so who do you like?' he said 'umm,you!' hahaaa..woahhh! woahhhh! at that moment like ..... so speechless! LOLS! then i say 'yeah,u're right..i dont like you but i love youuu.!' HAHA! just couldnt forget that conversation..it was like the most memorable conversation i ever had. (=

alright then,i wanna have my nap! i have tuition laterr.! erghhh..im soo tired and having slight fever. so yea~i'll be fine after having my rest. (= and i want to DDR! but leg very very pain. )= haaaa..oh wells,till here then. ciao!

Lalaloveee,Sharon.
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