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SHARON.
11th of december. I'm pretty much aware that there are people out there who loathe me, so I'm not about to deny that fact. But still, if you insist on proceeding, do kindly remember that much as you dislike me or what, this is still my blog, my ranting place. So you can very well shoo off. :D

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Date: 27 Oct 2008
Time: 2:17 pm
my back hurts all over again..

exams is killing me&im still working hard on it.. mi,my back hurts all over again. i dont know whyy. i hate it. just now do exam also pain.. what to do ah? hais! mummy&koko,i miss you both dearly! xoxo.

Yours Truly,Sharon,
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Date: 20 Oct 2008
Time: 2:26 am
On a gloomy Sunday..

Why am i not surprised feeling this way? Tears just wouldnt stop flowing down from my eyes.. First of all,quarreling with A is just so upsetting..and damn,it hurts me damn badly&for the first,he's being like that..its just stupid&childish. ): i guess all good things come to an end? I really believe that..after years of fun,its time&now we end up from so damn close to strangers! How great is that bro?i never knew we could fight till this bad..but when i get over this shit,im sure u'll be out of my mind for good. &there on,i can put on a great smile.

The second thing is sending that last msg to J,made me more upset..seriously,everything did not went my way today..its so opposite! I guess after all,im too tired of all the attentions im giving you or vice versa! And in the end,i'l be the one hanging or avoiding or better yet ignoring you which i dont want it to happen..im too tired of all this. Life's tough! J,we'l just paint those wonderful memories on the wall&there we'l end..its better that way.it'l definitely hurt at first but thats the way it is..

Third thing is that answering ur call was another mistake..we talked&in the end,our convo went from bad to worst..bringing back those memories we had for each other was bad! U said 'i played with yr heart&yr mind' that made me pretty upset too. Perhaps i just couldnt take to many at a time..im sorry,i dont miss you neither do i want to miss you! Im too afraid. I really am. Sigh!

The fourth thing that made me damn upset was mummy left to hongkong yesterday..its 2am&im blogging while missing mummy..listening to the songs u bought for me made me cry.i miss you mum..i really do! I never knew so many things could happen especially on the day u left to hk itself.i couldnt hold myself up anymore..im too weak! I miss you tons already mum..its just hard.hope hk is treating u alright. Love you mi.

&so the last thing that is making me cry now is daddy..i miss you,dad! U left me a year plus&for the first time,im feeling really weak..i never knew life could be this hard for me. Especially now,dad! Tell me what to do&i miss youu. )': now that you're gone,i still dream about the days u were here with me,daddy. My day seems so low&i hope i could bring ur smile in my heart..i really want you to come back home but its just impossible! Theres no easy way,it gets harder each day. I remember those words&i finally understand.Sighh!Im really lost. Ily&imy,daddy. ): Yours Truly,Sharon.
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Date: 14 Oct 2008
Time: 9:51 pm
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Date: 13 Oct 2008
Time: 1:27 am
On a bright sunday morning..

Hello..

im just keeping my blog alive since i noe theres ppl reading my blogg. :p hee. Umm,i've been through lots of downs latelyy..it seems that whatever u do just make ppl misunderstand you&that they'l think u somehow 'BEH SONG' them and stuffs like that..but i've cleared it.and so today was an intresting day! (: the great thing is that i can get to go out with Jo! (: its been ages since we have some catch up session..

so anyhoos,i havent start studyingg..i dont know why! No motivation bahh! And then no one is like keeping track of me,no pressures coming in at all. No feeling lor,take everything slowlyy. (: which is really badd. I just finish texting with manja! He's so manjaa.. :p his text makes me smile all the time..though i can be mad at him but that'll be awhile onlyy&he knows that! (: BUT no one can beat FATTY! Thinking of fatty simply makes me smilee..that wonderful feeling..i miss youu. :D

so anyways,im using my phone,thats why i cannot blog pictures! I have like 100 plus pics.. (: ohh,my room so lawa now after the painting,new curtain,new decoration&new bulbs! (: my room is like so 'WOW' hee! Now im waiting to buy a new tv,cupboard,mirror,new wallpaper for the old cupboard,door knob&new table cloth for the table. (: so manyy! I think my mum spent 400ish for my room already..mummy,theres MORE to comee! (: dont go back hongkong yet ohh. :pp its latee,i better head to bed soon! Im gonna start studying tomorrow.. *cross fingers* alrightoo,goodbye&goodnight!

P/S: u all got miss me mah?if have must tag&tell ok? (: xoxo!

Yours truly,Sharon.
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Date: 11 Oct 2008
Time: 7:56 pm
just a short updatee..

and you dont know what im facing back home or everywhere,yet u dare to say im in my own world? what does that suppose to mean? seriously,i think some people have nothing better to do but to rub in to people's life..i've heard alot,i just keep quiet. but sooner or later,u will noe that my life is not what u think it is. i've been keeping myself DAMN quiet but that doesnt mean i dont care,bother or rejecting you..yes,go ahead and wonder if this is for you..i DONT mind. IF you think im very childish,say it right to my face when we meet up! im damn annoyed by you..how i wish i never knew you. FOR ONCE,i've said this to someone..because i've never felt this angry,annoyed or hurt before.

Yours Truly, Sharon.
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Date: 4 Oct 2008
Time: 6:00 am
shoot ME!

Hello readers. (:

its funny how people go on guessing and even ask me who FATTY is..&some even assume they know who he is. Well,i wont answer you guys.. (: i'll keep it to myself for now.the reason why,its because im not even sure of it YET. When i say FATTY,does that mean that person has to be fat?never noe thats jst a name i would like to call the guy i adore/admire. :p he can be thin u noe. (: haa. So anyways,i havent been blogging..been really busy. With what? Hanging out&NOT studying at all. Yes,kill me cos im so dead! I've been going out till late night. Thats how naughty i've been. Sighh!

&soo,hows everyone? (: good? Btw,selamat hari raya to all muslims&ohh,friends,thanks for the invite. (: u people noe who you are..hee. Theres aloot of things i wanna blog about but im using my mob to blog so its abit hard lorr.couldnt blog much cos its quite troublesome to use a phone to blog..im not that use to it. Its 5.30ish in the morning&im not sleepy..im so use to sleeping at 6ish in the morning. Diee! Once school reopen,i sure die.

eversince Jane return,i've been out like crazy.haha! I went out last night with the girls&had loads of fun. I must say this holiday is one of the best i had. Mum's home for 2weeks,lagi teruk.more jalan. Hais. && of course,loads of nagging. :s not use to it at all. After so longg,then suddenly mummy's home,nag nag nag. But i'l miss it once she leave to HK again. ): oh wells,im just updating for you people. I've been really naughty,so yea,SHOOT me! (: i got my tongue ring,tattoo&all. Yea,dont you think thats cool? (:

noo,im jst JOKING. Hee. Alrights,my batt running low. Im off. &ohh;GOOD MORNING brunei..

Yours truly;Sharon.
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