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SHARON.
11th of december. I'm pretty much aware that there are people out there who loathe me, so I'm not about to deny that fact. But still, if you insist on proceeding, do kindly remember that much as you dislike me or what, this is still my blog, my ranting place. So you can very well shoo off. :D

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Date: 1 June 2008
Time: 2:33 pm
why bother?

its ok to pretend to smile at times..so that everyone will know that your fine.lying to yourself if fine at times..like a friend of mine said,why not just smile rather than break down&cry?why bother doing that when you know everyone around you just dont bother?i,for once felt like letting everything go.whatever effort im putting in,its just useless..people will think that i din put any effort in at all,but i did actually..im not gonna cry&i wont beg for your understanding..because in the end,i know you'll realise its not my fault.&by complaining to other people was just a stupid mistake you made..im not referring to any particular someone..its to the people who thinks 'they know it all'

put a smile on rather than putting a sad&moody face..thats when everyone will start questioning you whats wrong&all..after they know your situation,they'll most prolly say 'oh,cmon..dont bother about what he/she said and all' but after a while,they'll just walk away because they know what your facing&they'll spread it around&in the end,it'll turn out to be some stupid story..so why bother telling people?keep it to yourself for once and let it be..sooner or later,that feeling of yours will be gone.crying in front of them or telling them doesnt make things go away either,so why not just keep it to yourself? sigh!

actually pretending works for everyone no?im sure most of you out there always pretend to be alright..well,its not wrong to pretend.in fact,i admire you for being so strong. keep it up! because i for once,felt like breaking down&cry,but i know no one even bother..so why cry to myself?how pathetic is that?i'll just smile&leave it unsaid.so no one will know about a single thing. am i making any sense here? i guess NOT. but who cares? (:

this is for you--->cos i know i'll prolly regret it&if i do it,i know i'll regret it..but its something that i had to do.nobody said it'll hurt so bad.so how do i deal without you?i dont want nobody else..theres nothing i can do..you had a chance but you choose to turn away..i gotta take it eventho its hard breaking..its something that i had to do.i just have to live with it&deal with it..

sigh!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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