S H A R O N

Date: 10 May 2008
Time: 11:28 am

dont tell me your sorry when you're not..

At times like this i feel like giving up every single thing im facing..you dont understand what im facing.i noe its all my fault,BUT i did not blame anyone for this is my fault.at this age,i noe im rebellious and yes,untrustworthy.i've lose all the trust you had for me..i blame myself for that.its not easy to regain your trust back in me..i give up,i dont want to do anything,just to please you or make you happy bcos i noe its all useless.i did tried my best,but you people just dont see it.im too tired living a life which is so cold&meaningless..i seriously dont give a damn about what you think of me now,because i noe its all useless and no,i dont bother at all.

you people tend to choose to NOT understand me at times,i accept it. TRY put youself in my shoe.you'll noe exactly what im going thru and how pain i feel. im sure when you all read this,you guys either feel disappointed or even angry.but i dont care.come call me or msg me and scold me,because for now,i dont have any tears for you all. i wont say sorry for saying all this because i noe my sorry mean nothing to you people and no,i dont wish to make anymore promises to you people..if i've made any promises lately,oh pls..take my promises away,because i dont want to make anymore promises! for now,my tears are dry.my heart can hold on to everything & im standing up for myself.

i dont need you,you&you to tell me what to do next because i dont care.go on be mad or cry because i've turned out this way.not the way you wanted..and hey,i know i mean nothing to you people,i repeat NOTHING. i dont wish to mean anything to you people also..cos i gave up on you people.i wont tell you anything from now on. go on and see. thats pretty much about it.

im over everything. (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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