S H A R O N

Date: 15 Feb 2008
Time: 3:26 pm

& mummy;im no one to you.

so im more of like crying now..you noe how hurt i am! like very! so today is the final selection for netball school team.i made it to final 15. & they need to do final selection to 10 only.but sadly i couldnt make it.why? oh wonderful mummy did not wake me up in the morning cos i noe i wont have transport in the afternoon.so i said i'll just go with her in the morning and wait in the saloon till 3pm&go for netball.she said ok. (; BUT this morning when i woke up,she's gone! heck,she din even wake me up.so i thot she'll come back for me in the afternoon since she noe my netball is at 3pm.i was thinking 'oh;how sweet of mummy' i waited till 1.then 1.30.then 2.00. & finally at 2.30 ish i called to my saloon.&my nephew said mummy is in aunty hee ing's house.

i called her mobile but she did not answer at all.&finally at 2.40pm,she called me with aunty hee ing's house phone.this is what mummy said 'yea?you looking for me? why?' WOW! she forgot everything!! i said why didnt you wake me up in the morning? she said 'how i noe oh?' i told her last night that i wanna follow&she said 'ok' and now she come asking me 'HOW I NOE OH?' like what?!!!so yea,mummy,i guess whatever i told you means nothing to you.im not important in your eyes.my other siblings are.but not me,mummy.i finally understand. i couldnt make it to school team i guess?cos i din even go for the final selection. ): its my last year in school.and i thought i could do smthg for myself&the school.BUT no,everythings down the drain.

mummy,you dont know how i feel now.it hurts.very pain.deep inside.you broke your promise.& i dont think this is yur first time.mummy.i still love you. but pls dont do that to me anymore pls? ): dont make me cry again.dont make me feel the pain.you mean the world to me mummy.you are someone i look up to mummy.but why make me feel this way all the time?not all the time,but most of the time.mummy,im only 16.i dont understand much.i couldnt go on somehow.cos i rele need you to encourage me&be there for me.when i said,thats the thing i rele think is important,then mummy let me try it.let me go.its my last year in school this year.you shud noe mummy. oh mummy;you shudnt have promise me anything. ):

i miss daddy very very much.daddy,can you come back?just for 5minutes?i'll be satisfied.i just wanna hug youu and tell you how much i miss you daddy.&things are so messed up at home.without you,its dfinitely hard.mummy misses you too.but she made me cry today.daddy,how i wish you were here with me.im crying inside daddy.&i dont think anyone knows it but me&God. & for today,it seems like im the most unluckiest girl.daddy,come back pls? 5minutes? i just want a hug from you dad. i miss you. ):

Lalalovee,Sharon.

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