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SHARON.
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Date: 18 Feb 2008
Time: 11:47 pm
its all over now.

im all alone now in the living room..usually mummy will be watching tv,and always reminds me 'go sleep sharon,you have school tomoro' but today im sitting here all alone,waiting for mummy to remind me to go sleep and help me put this cloth on my back since i've been having terrible backaches latelyy.&today,i feel the pain on my back but mummy is not here to help me 'urut' my back.she's all the way in hongkong for months.not one or two months but many many months. i dont know what the Lord has in store for us,but i'll continue to rely on Him..i thought i could be stronger than this..but no,i failed.i dropped on my knees and cried in the room just now.i miss mummy so much.its really different without mummy at home.it feels really really empty. her everything just makes me miss her so much now. ): and i finally realized. oh mummy,i need you badly now. so much.

we took a picture just now..and thats it,thats all i have.a picture.i still remember what i told mummy last night,i said 'mummy,bring my picture to hongkong with you ok?' and she replied me 'what for?' & i said if you miss me or if you cannot sleep,can take out and look at me mahh.' and she's like 'cheh,whats the use if i bring there?i only can see yur picture but yur not there..no use she said' hmmm..im just wondering how is she doing there..the weather is rele cold there and i rele hope koko&mummy can stand the weather there.especially mummy.when koko roland&mummy went in the departure gates,all i did was cry.i still cannot imagine how does it feel like without mummy&koko. for how long am i gonna stand this feeling?

koko roland,remember to stay strong okaes? (; i noe you will..you promised us that you'll come back and see us and be the big man of the house once more. no matter what it is,God is there to help you thru yur tuff moments..He's the greatest and He can do all things.if you feel like giving up,remember phils 4:13. dont give up yeah? i love you ko..do not give upp okaes? and we need you to take care of mummy too. she's not strong enough.BUT you are. (; right ko? take good care of yourself. we'll visit you in march..okaes?

so whats next? i tell you,i'll be really really emo starting tomoro! ): a dear sister of mine will be leaving in few hours time.she's the closest sister..my childhood friend too.

yes,ms.Jane Ching Ai Nee..she's leaving me all alone in brunei. ): i'll be all alone starting tomoro..theres alot to say about this girl..we've spend like almost the entire time tgether having our blonde moments..&she's rele LAME. =p hehe..thats what i like about this sister heree..she never fails to make me laugh..laugh till we cry. (; right Jane? im gonna miss youu like so much that i just dont noe how to put it in words..& i cannot belif that yur gonna leave us soon. sniffs! i'll never forget those wonderful L A M E time,we have tgether. (; haha..i sound like a lesbo now. HAHA! you better take care of yourself there k? do not talk to strangesss. HAHAHA! sister,take careee.& set your alarm in the morning.bcos theres no one to wake u up early in the morning anymore..you'll always be in my prayers. i love you sister! take careee. huggs.

so yea,im gonna be rele emo tomoro. sigh! ):

Lalalove,Sharon.

 P/S:DADDY,im not okay now..i miss you dearly. sighhh.
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