Date: 22 Dec 2007
Time: 3:47 am

I must say that i miss you alreadyy..i've yet to send out that msg but while i typed it;those tears just cant stop falling down..tell me what to do next? tell me that this is the right movee..I MISS YOU ALOT! hurts;and i never knew it could be this bad..i couldnt sleep! its friggin 3.31am..and im still awake;and thinking bout yu..and MISSING you! im not suppose to write it here,but heck..i couldnt help it! those memories;made me cry..and from now on;i'll be on my own..i miss you alott;i just dont know what else to say? pain..really pain! it seems like im losing everything..sunshine?i dont even think i have one now! ):

seriously;why me? why now? shit..really shitty! ); i cant believe im doing this..why am i feeling this way anyway? i thot i was ready but it seems like im not! i've prayed for strength..but it seem like i just dont have enough..tell me whatever i do is right. will yu be my bestfriend? will yu still even talk to me when i send you that msg? alot is running in my mind.im scared to lose you,but i just have to! dont ask me why this time;cos i've pretty much explained it all to yu last 2weeks.. ):

i cant smile no more;it seems like i just cant..i thot i could..but when i typed out that msg..it was like the hardest thing and i just couldnt press the send button..im afraid! pretty much it.. i'll send it when i wake up from my sleep.im forcing myself to bed..this is crazy;i know! and i never felt like this in my entire life..seriously! stupid;everything is jst stupid..I MISS YOU ALOT! I MISS YOU..

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Lalalovee,Sharon. 0have left cookies for me