HELLEW! (: i got my cpu back last night..and i would like to say THANK YOU to Uncle Chai for fixing it for me..thanx alot Uncle Chai! (: now,im back..and exams are finally over!i gotta go school tomorrw bcos yuree asked me to..pffts! im very very lazy for school now..its like im in a holiday mood now. (: but i still gotta go back to school and take my papers back..thats what im worried of NOW! ): anyways,ms.Adeline Liew slept over my place last night..it was the best.we slept at around 5.30am! we played DDR and chit-chatted for like more than 3hrs! (:

and that little girl woke me up at 12.10pm..i couldnt get up! she had a hard time waking me up.. (: i was so tired! she woke me up with a hanger! haha..funny la! and i woke up round 1ish..cos i gotta go YSC.. i was taking my sweet time in the toilet and i played the cpu and yea..and we were late for YSC! opps..=/ haha! YSC was good..learnt alot today,understand stuffs and all. after YSC,i got church service..i almost doze off during church service! =/ i was too tired and it was all ADELINE'S fault! (:

Joanne asked me to lead YF this satuday..(: and im up for it! not feeling good lately..i dont know why!its just those feelings u noe~things that pop up ur head about your past and all the bad times..i cant even imagine how can i actually go through all that without crying..and now,im starting to feel those pain and i cry thinking bout it..every night without failing. last night i din tho..cos i got adeline to talk to and i told her everything..how i felt and what was bothering me. she was a good listener (: you're the best sister!

at times like this,i rele dunno what to do..pull a long face in front of everyone?avoid when ppl ask whats wrong? i dunno..i rele dont! ppl say "Sharon,pls be Sharon." it hurts alot..knowing that im also upsetting others.."bring back the old Sharon" oh wells,i will take this as God's test..im facing alot of downs lately..im trying to put things back and be the old self..it'll take time and i noe! uh..im too tired,im VERY tired. i miss my dad alot..): im not trying to pity myself here or anything! but at times like this,i rele need my dad.

im sorry brothers,sisters,friends and all..i've been avoiding you all or anything..i need time! (: take me out for tea or coffee..and we'll catch up yes? (; hehe! i'll let you all noe,when its the right time yea? its just hard in a way now..pffts! anyways,the boyfriend is in singapore now and he wont be back until the 16th. ): i miss him alot! okays,i guess thats all i have to say..sorry,for being so emo..im just letting out abit u noe~ (: anyhoots,till here then..im VERY tired.i need to get some rest! GOODNIGHT (;

Lalalove,Sharon.