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goodbye;goodbye..

2009-02-02T16:22:00.002+08:00

with this,i bid farewell to the blogging world..i think its very scary! people actually know things about you through blogs..GOODBYE! (:

Love lots,

chengsueklang.

and it hurts to love you..

2009-01-31T13:59:00.003+08:00

IM VERY UPSET..i miss you already..nights with you were awesome! stress is back cos you left and leaving me in some place i never like..SIGH!

Love lots,

chengsueklang.

without you;i cant function no more..

2009-01-27T19:16:00.005+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOI. have a good one this year,guys!

Love lots,
chengsueklang.

and forever i'll be your lover..

2009-01-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post about the whole flood thing at my place and all..but due to theres no internet connection for the past few days,the whole flooding thing is like boring already..its in the newspaper and all. so yeh,its quite boring already! anyways,i got my nails and hair done. (: hehe..met JJCS today in saloon..and a few more! ohhh;i polished and cleaned my teeth already..no more stain or anything. (: so happy! and i did my xray already..hopefully i can get my braces up by next month..but im abit scared tho..the pain and all. urghh! im all ready for CNY! i cant wait for CNY. hopefully it'll be a good one. i dnt really like staying home and facing people i dont really like. i mean like if u already DONT like that particular someone and that person still disturbs or annoy you,what will you do? its either you slap that person or scold that someone right? i dont know how i tahan but to keep quiet and act like nothing lor!

haii. rele damn annoying! ok,enough with the rants..anyhoos,im going back to my grandma's place tomoro for 'tuan nian fan' correct ka? haha.. something like that la! (: i spent so much money this month..im officially broke! need angpau babeh! haha..i might go for mission trip this year again! (: im excited for it. go back to lawas and all. cool cool. help out and all..i think its really nice to help out in lawas..hee! alrights,i got nothing to blog about..when i got alot to blog about,no internet! BUT thanks to my reader,who has been keeping this blog alive. =D hee..

love lots,
chengsueklang.

go back in time;nothing really matters..

2009-01-20T03:14:00.001+08:00

the weather is killing me..i hate the weather lately! i cant go out. ): but i did went for my dentist appointment this morning. (: got to see my doctor. he's very friendly and nicee..he told me i need to do some filling and cleaning. and after that,i could get my braces on fast! and guess what? i dont have to be in the waiting list. he said my case is not those big one;jst a small one and GOOD NEWS,i dont have to remove any teeth at all! =D but im still abit afraid of braces,i mean the pain. i have another appointment this friday for some cleaning. cost around $75 just for cleaning. and today's checkup cost $50! i think its damn expensive lor but mummy said its okay..cos she find the doctor there more professional. (; hee.

and ohh;those people that i did not link,please leave a tag and ask me to link you guys yeah?cos i've lost them..i've put up a tagboard bcos some ppl cant leave a comment cos they dont have account and all. quite troublesome and they start complaining. ;p so yeh,i've decided to put up a thin and long cbox! hahaha..to fit my blogskin bah! CNY is nearrr;im EXCITED! i bought my baju's alreadyy..and i just cant wait! i hope it'll be a good one this yearr. -crosses fingerr- alrights,im off to watch style by jury. =D and ohh,i've put up my hits counter! to see how many visitors i have. (: hee. im off. xoxo!

Love lots,

ChengSuekLang. (:

this is crazy..

2009-01-19T03:45:00.003+08:00

this is driving me nuts;im finally done with the whole blogskin! i accidentally save an empty skin and everything went blank! i lost my links,my everything! i've been working this new skin for like the past 4 hrs..im suppose to go to bed like 2 hrs ago but i cant just leave it like that. by the time im done with it,its like 3ish..yes;its crazy! well,i just wanted to change my skin..new year,new skin! haha..i noe its kinda latee already. coming feb then want to change. i must say today is my new day,a BRAND new day. (: its bcos i'll no longer lie to myself about my feelings and all..yes,i broke up with hafiz yesterday. i told him that we're better off as friends. perhaps i finally understand what does LOVE means..

LOVE is not jealous - so do not cut yourself off bcos your taken up exclusively with 1 person.

LOVE is not proud - so do not use a boyfriend as a fashion accesory that everyone thinks you look great.

LOVE is no ill-mannered - so do not backbite the other person.

LOVE is not selfish - so treat relationships a way to give pleasure not getting pleasure.

i was reading thru some notes i've wrote..those are what i learnt from my church. i finally get to understand what is the meaning of love! the reason i always wanted a bf was to make me look good or feel good that i have a bf. yes;silly thought! well,at least its not too late to realise it now. (: im glad i made that decision. i felt so much better after i told him how i felt and all..afterall,letting him go was the right thing and im glad we're still friends. (;

its late and i better head to bed..i got dentist appointment later on at 10.30! braces,braces,braces;i lovee! (; BTW,im too lazy to put up a tagboard,so do leave me comments yeh? its not too hard right? hee..alrights,im off to bed. Nights!

Love lots, chengsueklang (:

catch up time..

2009-01-14T18:35:00.004+08:00

i had a great catch up time with this girl yesterday..we were both craving for the same food so we went and had it! (: haha..eventho it was raining heavily,she said 'lets not break the craving thing' hahaha..i really miss you! looking back at all the pictures really does bring back the memories of what we've been thru as sisters! until today,i still do blame myself and you noe it! ur the only one that understand why im avoiding so many things in life..i know life is not easy but like what u said, you have my back and i have yours! thanks for everything. (: catch up soon again? cant wait to see whats next! hee..excited for that little one! imma see you soon. xoxo!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH THIEN! (: be a good girl yeh? big girl already..cannot always emo also okay? hehe..continue to be who you are except the emo part lar. hee! have a blast mei. remember im always here for you.

Yours Truly, SHARON.

pissed!

2009-01-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

I HATE SEEING YOU EVERYDAY..I HATE BEING AROUND YOU! I WISH YOU NEVER CAME BACK. MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU AROUND..YOU NEVER DID CHANGED AND NOW ~~I UNDERSTAND WHY GOD PUNISHED YOU THAT WAY.~~

I UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE THING NOW.

Yours Truly, SHARON.

how sad is that..

2009-01-10T02:23:00.003+08:00

its very sad to see people blog like this..

' omfg,i cannot believe he fucking did that..i never believe he would fucking do that! i mean like that fucking shit i saw was fucking true..fuck man,how come he just dont fucking know about it! fudge man,like wtf right?! '

'fuck man,damn nice man this camera! fudgeee! i really want it. like wtfudge right? why so fucking damn nice ah this camera? '

once in a while when your angry,you post like that perhaps i'll understand la..but then ah,nowadays people just use the word fuck like nothing. i somehow stumbled on some little boys and girls blog. mind you,girls also do that! i was reading their posts..10 out of 10 of their posts were full of 'fuck' not 1 out of 10,its 10 out of 10. not angry also use that word,angry also use. -.- maybe i was one of em before but i remember not that teruk lor. really! nowadays kids.. sigh!

happy bday richmond Lim Pamintuan aka richmond bida! (; have a blast later on,buddeh! xx.

Yours Truly,

SHARON.

home sweet home..

2009-01-08T14:35:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHOSE BACK AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME? (;

MUMMY! LOVE YOU HEAPSS! =DD

yesterday..

2009-01-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,i went out with these 2 girls..pictures above! i called them out bcos i was craving for capers..and lin msged that she wanna give hannah a surprise by putting candle on top of the pizza and all..so we did..our plan did not worked out that well and hannah wasnt surprised at all. -.- all she did was dont playy with the candle or fire and lalala..being the next yinglin. =P and the worst thing was i had sorethroat and couldnt eat as much as i can..the last pizza was ordered by lin and she finished the whole pizza! i couldnt take it anymore cos i felt like vomitting..same goes to hannah! so both of us did not eat the pizza that lin ordered. In capers,leftovers will be charged so lin forced herself by eating all of it..and in the end,she vomitted. me and hannah laughed. (; thats why she tagged saying she hates me,hannah and italian food!

after capers,we went to seri kiulap for a walk..and we decided to catch a show..so we watched 'yes man' nice show! very funny! sadly,i had to leave bcos my sister called saying that no one can picked me up at 3.30pm! so i wasted my 6dollars! hated the fact that i had to leave! BUT part of me wanted to leave too bcos i was/am still very sickk..reached home,took my medicine and off to bed! sisterr woke me up around 7ish and we went to gaydong! met up with jane and john..had our dinner at cheezbox! i ate 1 piece of waffle only cos i felt very very uneasyy. first time okay! we had no where to go after cheezbox bcos brunei is so boring that their shops closes at 9.30pm? latest 10pm!

so we went off to taurean! i had porridge! my late dinner! guess who i met? aziim! he's working there and i think its kinda funny. ;p and also met up with my cousin,may and my cousin's handsome friend! rawrr. yeh,thats my yesterday! im sick and i need to go see the doctor! today is a sunday so theres no clinics! so i gotta wait till tomorrow! im coughing like hell,im sneezing like no one's business and i sound like a man now! please pray for me..really need that! ):

Yours Truly,

SHARON.

hongkongg.

2009-01-02T12:55:00.003+08:00

i know i havent post anything about hongkong..but im gonna post all the pictures in facebook! im too lazy to post them here cos it takes longer time..i must say i really do miss hongkong and all my relatives over there..they're a great bunch of people! and last night i had a great time chatting with my little nephew..he's fat and cute! hee. cant wait to go hongkong again..hopefully,next year again. (; i'll upload pictures here when i feel like it. i really dont have anything to post about lorr. im still very sickk. last night cough until like 4am..no mood man! might go out tomorrow.. in the afternoon,go capers with lyn and hannah and at night go out with sis,jane and john! (: hee. alrights then,seeyous!

Yours Truly, SHARON.

to gette and happy new year..

2009-01-01T03:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU BRIDGETTE! happy sweet 16th babes. time sure flies fast..ur like 16 now. be a good girl. i miss youu.. have a great bday alrights? (; i loveeee youuu. heee. mwahss!!

ANDDD HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYSS!! I JUST GOT HOMEE. crazyy,i noe! but whats worst,my maid isnt home yett. now tell me whus worst? o.0

Yours Truly, SHARON.

damnit!

2008-12-31T00:07:00.004+08:00

jst got back from miri..i had an awesome catch up time with lyn. not sleeping till 6am made me sick! i had fever last night and it made me miss home. but i got okay the next morning and now im coughing and having flu. damnit! im gonna call lyn and tell her im sick cos she said its not her problem that im sick cos im home already! hahaha..she's just joking when she said that. but then im gonna call her and blame her cos she said 'you can put the blame on me' haha! okay lamee. maybe its bcos of the lamb chop! *inside joke* urghh,i just hate the fact that im sick cos like so long never sick liau lorr and now that new year is coming,suppose to drink and have fun lor! but now sick cannot already. really damnit!

i miss mummy and i still miss my relatives in HK! arghhhh. i wanna spend my new year in HK! i might go out tomorrow..not comfirmed! hee. i dont think i'll be going miri anytime soon cos miri is kinda boring. but luckily got lyn la,she made the trip crazy! heee. hafiz is not back yet,he's still having his good time in KL and leaving me here..and im sick. he doesnt bother. he cnt msg me cos its expensive! ): make me sad only. okay maybe im just being silly again,he do care! i make him sound like a bad boyfriend. opps! its jst that i dont like it if he cant msg me bah! it annoys me lorr. haiii.

ohh;not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL FOO AKA BUMS! hope you'll have a memorable bday today and have a great time! i noe your leaving soon and u noe that im gonna miss you lots! have a blast today. loveyou lots,bums!

alrighto,i wanna watch oprah now! bye. (;

Yours Truly, SHARON.

to you..

2008-12-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

thanks for everything! loveyou.

Yours Truly,

SHARON.

miss hongkong already..

2008-12-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

miss hongkong. miss everyone especially these 3 rascals! cheng wai tong the most! hope to see you all soon again. miss you guys dearly! come to brunei soon. loveyou all.

Yours truly,

1112&1501. [S&H]

goodbye brunei and hello HONGKONG.

2008-12-13T02:02:00.003+08:00

excitement and fear is the current feeling i have..not much of a fear but maybe sadness. leaving my friends behind and to those that are going overseas to study..im not gonna see them anytime soon. and also not seeing hafiz for like maybe a month? let me tell you,thats crazy! i wont say much but i hope i'll have a great time in hongkong. till here then,peers! ohh dont miss me too much people. loveyou all. =D

HONGKONGGGG,HEREEEE I COMEE! cant wait cant wait. feeling all excited now.

P/S: mr.hafizuddin,i'll come back in one piece&dont miss me too much you silly. i'll text you once i sampai there. (: and you,dont be naughty. no other girls..no,i know you wont! ;p loveyouuu,my boyfriend. mwahsss.

bye brunei. wont be blogging till im home. 3 weeks? 2 weeks? 1 month? u do the counting. (:

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

thanks so much!

2008-12-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

oh my! im 17 alreadyy..party was awesome! =D the people that came made my day..they're like my family. my laughters! got a surprise from bf,bums and bestfriends..and i tell you when you celebrate in pizzahut,they sing many birthday songs and they come out anytime they want with a cake. i was damn shocked okay..and their birthday song never ending lorr. got abit maluu la. but seriously,i was shocked! thanks guys for coming. and not to forget, i love ALL my presents! they were all great and meaningful. i love it. and of course,i love you guys! i wont say much,i'll let the pictures do the talking. and you'll understand how i look like when im shocked. haha!

and i would like to end my post with a birthday smile. the last photo above! thanks everyone for making my day so special and memorable. and to those who greeted me on facebook,friendster,blogs,msged me and also dedicated songs to me in pilihan..thanks so much! thanks for even remembering my birthday! love you all.

Yours Truly,

1112&1501. [S&H].

P/S: thanks boyfriend for the flowerr. it's lovely! =D

dia;hanya DIA.

2008-12-10T13:09:00.002+08:00

what more can i say? (: im going out soon..to do my stuffs and off to party at night! party all night babeh! i've been going out like 4 to 5 nights straight man. insane but then i have to spend my time with my friends before i leave to hongkong. im leaving soon. sigh! i havent get to catch up with those that are leaving. oh wells, PARTY! hee..tonight party babeh! and tomorrow will be my day! im turning 17 tomorrow..so sooonn. im happy! (: alrights,i better go get ready now..seeyous!

Yours Truly,

1112&1501. [S&H]

its black and its white.

2008-12-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

2 more days and its my birthday..i dont know why,but im always not looking forward to it just yet..like the other night party..but i had fun! perhaps the 'feeling' is not there yet. but im definitely looking forward to umi's birthday party tomorrow! (: i hope it'll be a good one. i just woke up and im hungryy. my tummy is being a pain in the ass today. it has been upset since just now. cannot tahan man. im gonna avoid cold drinks and all.

so anyhoos,last night went out with markus,karis,lys,josh,erik,maria&matt. it was alrights..i had a good catch up session with maria. =D i had a great time with her! she's so damn pretty now. hahaha..not to forget erik. he's still the same ol erik but got abit change la..clubbing yoh! heee. erik,dont worry,i'll go there next year and you bring me ah? (: markus was the driver for the night. it was a wonderful ride home..we talked,we bitch,we gossip! haaa. cool cool. i heard PMB results will be out on thursday. goodluck form 3's!

alrights,i dont have anything to blog about. i need to go talk on the phone! seeyous.

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

my 17th birthday party with cousins!

2008-12-07T16:10:00.009+08:00

if you were to ask me what i did last night..i dont think i can because i dont remember anything at all. especially towards the end.. i woke up in my living room&my cousins beside me..on another sofa of course! and also a few of my cousins were there too. very shocking! hahaha..i thot they went home last night. =s i had a crazy yet awesome night last night! it was definitely a memorable one for me..i never had so much fun like this for a very long time! ohh my brother bought me JJ's new album! loveee itt. (; alrights,i better log off now. im too lazy to blog. ;p hee. my head still abit pain tho. well,i needed to drink so that i could get over certain things,certain decisions to make! hurts . sigh!

Yours Truly,

1112&1501. [S&H]

another day..

2008-12-06T00:50:00.003+08:00

just got back from lu's place after rummy just now..and look what i've found out? my sis wrote smthg on the window..today's gonna be the day i'll celebrate my advance birthday. im not that looking forward to it because i think its gonna be just another day. im not excited just YET. maybe i will be later on. because its like 1am right now,so i dont know yet. it'll be another drinking session later on tho. (: im looking forward to that,but i cant drink much cos koko and bf dont allow to. but will see about it! ;D heee. so anyways,after so longg of stopping rummy,i finally get to play today at lu's place with jia,lu&hazel. im still a new to it&thank God i din lose. but i did not win too. im still a lil confused about it..&ohh,i cant wait to watch OTH. i heard its a must watch on episode 12! thats why lu borrowed me her macbook to watch OTH. (: thanks lu.

anyways,i'll try take picture later. if im still okay! ;p alrights,i g2g. seeyous!

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

friends.

2008-12-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

I JUST REALIZED THAT MY FRIENDS ARE ALL LEAVING. SO MANY OF THEM. IM NOT READY FOR ALL THIS,BUT I HAVE TO! I'LL MISS YOU ALL OF COURSE. loveyou all.

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

dear boyfriend,

2008-12-04T01:13:00.004+08:00

i cant wait to watch twilight with my boyfriend. (: and of course my friends. hee. im really looking forward to it. and ohh,those people who got invited on the 11th. dont forget alrights? (: i cant wait for the 11th and this saturday's partyy at home. we're gonna go crazyy! ;D urghh,i cant wait to go out again with hafiz. miss him heaps lots!

Dear boyfriend, When a Girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.When a Girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.When a Girl says ' I love you ' , she means it.When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ,no one in this world can miss you more than that.Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person.Find a Guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him.Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.Who holds your hand in front of his friends.Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.Who turns to his friends and says, 'That's her!! '

goodnightt all.

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

for you,my RETARD bestfriend. (:

2008-12-03T11:04:00.003+08:00

Dear AB, i havent forgotten about you at all.. (: you're still my retarded champ! i miss you heaps lots and you just dont know it. nowadays,i kept on calling you to tell you how AWESOME my boyfriend is and im glad you're happy for me..&the thing about you is,you show it! you asked me to call you so you can scream on the phone with me and all. &that prooves that you're really happy for me. thanks alott! like others,they only text and say 'yaaay,im happy for you' but you're way different.

i havent thank you for being such a lovely LOVE doctor and let me tell you this, that ur help was GREAT! it made a great change and yea,im so much happier now compared to before. its something that i have not felt in like so many many years. thanks alot AB. oh yea,and thanks for telling me every single secret you've got! like the latest ones! ;D thanks loads! i guess this is enough ey? im afraid you'll drop some tears. ;p haa! not to forget,you're always a champ,babeh! take care alrights? ;D

and of course not forgetting the boyfriend..i know your tired because you've been running in my mind like almost all the time. (; i miss you&thats for sure! ;p im msging you now and yet im still blogging about you! ;p that prooves it all. mwahs!

alrightss,i need to go to the neighbours place for some updates and catching up session. i miss her like so so much! i better get going soon. byee!

Yours Truly, 1112&1501. [S&H]

i miss you terribly..

2008-12-02T15:50:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU TERRIBLY;ESPECIALLY TODAY! i miss you,i miss you,i miss you,i miss you,I MISS YOU! goshh!

Yours Truly,

1501&1112. [H&S]

awesome date!

2008-12-01T19:41:00.002+08:00

today was awesomee..i had a great time with fie,zimah,naj&hafiz. we went around kiulap mall looking for jobs and it was great. (: i managed to find a few.. hee. and then we watched big stan. it was boring in the beginning(sp?) and then after a while it went to FUNNY. sooo funny. and i had sexy time. aweesommeee! i cant wait for the next one,baby! =D. perhaps it was the first,thats why we were a lil bit shy outside but when it was in the theatre,it was great! except the part ur back sakitt. ): and you wouldnt wanna let mummy noe..just bcos u're afraid she'll be worried. how silly is that? overall,u were great love! i love youu.

alrights,thats all for now..im gonna go msg my boyfie. =D

Yours Truly, Sharon.

;D

2008-11-30T16:55:00.003+08:00

2ND day babeh! and im happy.. im looking forward for our very first date tomoros! (: hee.

AND i said ur always worried and you replied thats because i love you. now tell me how can i not smile when i read that? (: i loveyou too. Gosh! so damn muchh.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

loveyou.

2008-11-29T19:11:00.002+08:00

i love you.

P/S: thanks AB YUMMY!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

updateess about prom.

2008-11-28T19:17:00.003+08:00

PROM is finally over..i had a blast during prom. i had a great time! dance performance was fast&i did had fun. at least when i danced,alot cheered. thanks to my supportive friends. (: dressing and up and makeup was fun. did my makeup in essensuals(sp?). i didnt like it at all cos i think its too over. the lady said just trust her and she said she'll make me look glamorous. so being the normal me,i did. i just let her do whatever she wants la..cos they're like 'not straight' and i think 'not straight' people will do nice make-up. when she was done with my face,i thot it was alright. but when i reached home and i looked into the mirror,i look like a drag queen. i hated it tho but my friends thinks that its really nice and glamorous. maybe they're just saying for the sake of it. (: alot cant recognised me cos i look totally different. i dont know wether its a good or a bad thing.

but overall,someone stole my first dance and i had a great time. i had my sexy time there too. kissed and felt great! (: thanks to Jian Ming for being my date and u were great! u stayed with me all the time and i had a great time with you. you're a wonderful date and thanks for the ticket too. ur one great dude. (: hee,anyways,i better sign off now. imma have to eat my dinner. seeyous!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

TAGGED!

2008-11-28T18:40:00.004+08:00

RULES#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.Love, (your name).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I’ll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match

Grey - You’re a pervert

Yellow - I’m selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You’re a loser

Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women’s clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scared

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I’ve felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we’re cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Over joyous - That I’m open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - How awful I’ve felt

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David’s tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always thought of

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?

Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig

Football – Silly duck

Shopping – french kisser

Indulging for food – Cranky banana

Movies – Smelly Armpits

Snacks – Horny Wolf

Snooker – Tiny nipples

Bowling – Sexy grandmother

Outdoor activities – Vain pot

Having a long talk – Nose picker

Taking pictures – Dumb bitch

Other – Burn yourself

Dear Jo,I don’t really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realised it when i changed my tennis shoes with paris hilton and I saw you sat on my fart balloon. I’m sure you’re open enough to understand that extreme home makeover sucks.. I’m returning your memories from the military service to you, but I’ll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about a new life as a clone. Greetings to your freaky family. Ugly pig.

Love,Sharon.

P/S: JO,YOU KNOW ITS NOT TRUE. (:

Yours Truly,Sharon.

getting ready for the night of night.

2008-11-26T19:06:00.004+08:00

im too tired to even blog..so damn tired after all the shopping and practising! ohh mann..im heading to bed now..i had a great day today! awesome indeed. =D

Yours Truly,Sharon.

gossips! (:

2008-11-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

we learnt so much today..our dance moves was crazy! (: i like it tho. i had a better time todayy but theres no wrestling with the champ! u noe who you aree,you retard champp. =D since u called me retard in your blog then i will too.. hehehe. i even dreamt about the whole thing just now..after the dance everyones like so tired. guess what,i havent buy my accesories and heels YET! soo crazyy. i cannot believe that and i havent go and get my dress. my prom is like in 2 days time?! i dont have transport and its so freaking annoyingg. im actually worried aboutt itt. craps! i gotta wake up early tomorrow cos i have to go jogging at tasek with the dance group before our dance practise! so i better sign off now! (: more pictures soon!

ohhh,so funn to gossip with JM! hehehe. cali man that boyy. alrightts,seeyous!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

a night to remember.

2008-11-24T16:20:00.002+08:00

i had a great time just now besides the waking up part! (: ohh mann,the dance moves are actually crazyy..we couldnt get much done because not co-operative enough. then like get to learn few parts only..&a few didnt turn up. so tomorrow is compulsory and girls must wear their heels to dance. -.- i feel like a giant when i use heels. cos im tall enough then use heels again. my ohhh my! ;p im feeling so tired now..i need to sleep! my eyes are like closing but im forcing myself not to sleep just yet. i wanna have a good sleep tonight so cannot take afternoon nap! i havent buy my heels,accesories and everything that i need for prom YET! im suppose to go and take my dress today and go shop for accesories but im dead tired.

so anyhoos,let me see what i have for this week.

monday(today) - dance practise..

tuesday- practise and then mall.

wednesday-practise and then to mall to see if got anything that i havent buy yet.

thursday-fully booked the whole day. (;

friday- girls sleeping overr. after partyyy.

saturday- christine's partyyy.

sunday- (: taken for the day.

wow,what a week! im gonna be really tired for this week.. well,i cant wait. very semangat actually. hehe! alrightts,i need to go showerr now. smelly me! seeyouss.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

looking forward..

2008-11-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

im looking forward to tomorrow's practise! its soo late and im still awakee..i gotta wake up at 6am later on and im not on bed yet! i havent buy my stuffs for prom YET! i've yet to get them cos i dont have the time to..so damn busy okay! i wanna go watch my america next top model now! nightss! (:

bee,imma miss you..i dont know why but when it comes to nightt,i miss you more! maybe its bcos im alone and i start to think of you! i better msg you now. loveyoulots,my sillymuffin or should i say bendan. (; mwahs!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

we hit off quite well..

2008-11-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

my back hurts darn badly..and i have no idea what to do with it..most of my friends are leaving after prom..im glad i am too! (; hehe..and ohh,i wanna workk. i wanna work in kiulap mall. maybe during january..teehee! i noe my friends are all working there tho. so i cant wait too. and ohh my timetable are all fully booked for next week. =D so glad. i dont know why but i dont have much to blog about nowadays..why ah? let me thinkk..what is there to blog about? hmm.. ohh,i just finish chatting with christine..she's such a sweet person! i can like talk to her about anything.. my new kawan! =DD i like,i like. i dont get bored when im chatting with her but i dont know about her la..*coughs* hee. maybe she *coughs* thinks im too *coughs* talkative. ;p hee! i noe u wont la miss christine galera chu. =D. && im invited to her birthday party. advanced birthday party actually. (;

anyhoos,maria from hokko called me twice today and like i accidentally rejected it. i mean first call was they hung up after i answered and the second call was i accidentally rejected her call. woopsie! so i might go and get my dress tomoros! but i gotta wake up early tomoro to jaga saloon cos cousin would be busy and all. not trusting the new worker there yet so me and jiejie have to be there. im so broke right now..have to like pay for my dress,accesories,heels&so many more! all use my OWN money. eysh! i really am broke! eee. i dont like it if i dont have money. urghh!

ohhh,miss Joanne Hou,call me or text me if u need anything. i havent seen u in a while and u're not online this few days. i'll text you soon babes! (; alrightoo,i think i've said enough for the day..im gonna go watch my singapore series..hee! andd,i cant wait for the next episodes of OTH,GG,ugly betty&90210. my lipstick jungle is still with lulu. i always forget.

to my silly, i missed you today..cos i din receive any msg from you..maybe its bcos i din msg you thats why you're not msging me either. Gosh,im actually tired of it. i dont know why,but yea,we almost broke up yesterday..but u didnt want to! so anyways,we're still keeping this relationship strong and i hope we'll last longer this time. i love you,always! you're my handsome..seeyou soon alrights? mwahs!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

holidays//enjoying it.

2008-11-21T19:17:00.004+08:00

ahh,beach party was damn good. the pictures are from azi and bums! the edited ones are all from azi. he edited those pictures. alot happened on that day itself. ups&downs! i dont feel like talking bout it. so anyhoos,im waiting for all the good pictures on nunu's camera. she's currently in KB now so yea,have to wait. i cant wait to go out again to look for accessories&stuffs. my dress is almost done. (; i dont really like it but nyehs. prom is not gonna be tha 'bomb' anyways after all those crappy complains and all. shittos man!

went out with the sister today and was so tired. had my afternoon nap till 6pm. so i doubt im gonna sleep tonightt..might be going out tomoro to watch madagascar. i heard its good! i also heard that quarantine is damn good too. imma gonna go watch all those soon with my peers. but i have to like shop for someone first. his baju,tie and all. so many things actually. cant wait. (; i dont think i'll be checking in empire after prom cos there will be after party at my place with the girls..i heard empire always kena raid especially after 10pm. right now,i dont know wether to stay or not. urghh. i hate brunei!

alrights,thats all for the day..im signing off. damn u rain! its raining so darn heavily right now. urgh! alrightoos,seeyous!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

GREAT! high school life.

2008-11-19T18:57:00.003+08:00

i dont know what you got yourself into,but i assure you that i got alot of people supporting me on this..you better clear this mess that you've made..im very annoyed already. im too tired of everything..really! urghh. i dont need all this right now.. at least u admitted and said sorry and all..but all i can say to you now is clean this shit up because i dont want to get into any misunderstanding situation and all. and it pissed me off darn badly! LEARN FROM YOUR LESSON, Jason Ong.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

what the f?

2008-11-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

exams finally over and im glad. i heard alot about prom and im not looking forward to it at all. i dont really like my dress because i just dont like it. im not looking forward to any prom! everythings so shitty! so yea,im pretty annoyed now. so i wont blog much. i'll post about the whole thing after everythings comfirmed! urghhh.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

Learning you!

2008-11-16T17:51:00.003+08:00

QUIT being sensitive. -unknown.

STOP being emotional. -another unknown.

learning you two is not easy at all especially hearing it from the people i never thought would say such things! I've finally opened up my eyes and realised.

p/s: dont worry,im using my mobile.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

[POST EDITED]

2008-11-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

and now i understand what's the meaning of 'miss' i miss all those times,where all my laughters are. the brothers&sisters that cared so much for me..i miss joanne the most! sigh. whenever i happen to view these pictures,they just simply makes me smile. i miss all of you,REALLY. (;

so history paper had come to an end..its not easy at all but i've tried my very best. i've put all my efforts in&studied. mr.John has faith in me&he said i can get credit. (; hah! hopefully i can. im aiming for 5o's. but im hoping i could get 6o's! all hopes. i know imma gonna get u9 for maths. its just too tough and i really hate doing em. anyhoos,im all free now,i dont have stress myself so much now. im left with geo paper 1&combined sci 1. another week&its gonna be over,FOR SURE! =D aights,im so sleepy. off to bed. nights. xoxo.

Yours Truly,Sharon.

cant wait for my exam to end. (:

2008-11-09T20:11:00.006+08:00

i cant wait for my o's to end which is like gonna be so soon..so far exams are alright. i cannot say its really easy but im hoping i can get as many credits as i can. im gonna have history tomorrow&im hoping that the 4 topics that im focusing on will come out. (:

im gonna start buying all the new seasons that are out for lipstick jungle,OTH,GG&ugly betty. =D cant waittt. alrights,i better log off now&head to my nerding time again..just a little bit more&i'll be done.like what uncle andy said 'suck it up&slaught it off' && like what aunty sandra said 'just these few days of nightmare' alrights,seeyou readers. ohhh;hows the layout?much better? (;

im gonna buy you all soon. =D

Yours Truly, Sharon.

i give up..

2008-11-09T03:40:00.003+08:00

im suppose to memorise my history but i failed. so i tried to look for some nice blogskins to replace my recent one..because someone's been complaining its very plain..i've been searching for one since 1ish am..&now its almost 4am,i havent found any. so damn tired. i wont be sleeping anytime soon because after this,im gonna start memorising history again. im afraid. i've been imagining a hell loads. about the results,of course! anyhoos,i wont be posting much till the 17th,i hope! need to get over the exams first. much thanks to the daily reader&keeping my blog alive. i know my blog's boring and stuffs but will update soon bout some intresting stuffs,if i have la.

p/s: im looking forward for prom! =D

Yours Truly,Sharon.

because i still love you. (:

2008-11-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

im not alone NOW. (:

=DDDD

Yours Truly, Sharon.. [post edited]

my back hurts all over again..

2008-10-27T14:17:00.002+08:00

exams is killing me&im still working hard on it.. mi,my back hurts all over again. i dont know whyy. i hate it. just now do exam also pain.. what to do ah? hais! mummy&koko,i miss you both dearly! xoxo.

Yours Truly,Sharon,

On a gloomy Sunday..

2008-10-20T02:26:00.000+08:00

Why am i not surprised feeling this way? Tears just wouldnt stop flowing down from my eyes.. First of all,quarreling with A is just so upsetting..and damn,it hurts me damn badly&for the first,he's being like that..its just stupid&childish. ): i guess all good things come to an end? I really believe that..after years of fun,its time&now we end up from so damn close to strangers! How great is that bro?i never knew we could fight till this bad..but when i get over this shit,im sure u'll be out of my mind for good. &there on,i can put on a great smile.

The second thing is sending that last msg to J,made me more upset..seriously,everything did not went my way today..its so opposite! I guess after all,im too tired of all the attentions im giving you or vice versa! And in the end,i'l be the one hanging or avoiding or better yet ignoring you which i dont want it to happen..im too tired of all this. Life's tough! J,we'l just paint those wonderful memories on the wall&there we'l end..its better that way.it'l definitely hurt at first but thats the way it is..

Third thing is that answering ur call was another mistake..we talked&in the end,our convo went from bad to worst..bringing back those memories we had for each other was bad! U said 'i played with yr heart&yr mind' that made me pretty upset too. Perhaps i just couldnt take to many at a time..im sorry,i dont miss you neither do i want to miss you! Im too afraid. I really am. Sigh!

The fourth thing that made me damn upset was mummy left to hongkong yesterday..its 2am&im blogging while missing mummy..listening to the songs u bought for me made me cry.i miss you mum..i really do! I never knew so many things could happen especially on the day u left to hk itself.i couldnt hold myself up anymore..im too weak! I miss you tons already mum..its just hard.hope hk is treating u alright. Love you mi.

&so the last thing that is making me cry now is daddy..i miss you,dad! U left me a year plus&for the first time,im feeling really weak..i never knew life could be this hard for me. Especially now,dad! Tell me what to do&i miss youu. )': now that you're gone,i still dream about the days u were here with me,daddy. My day seems so low&i hope i could bring ur smile in my heart..i really want you to come back home but its just impossible! Theres no easy way,it gets harder each day. I remember those words&i finally understand.Sighh!Im really lost. Ily&imy,daddy. ): Yours Truly,Sharon.

pictures.

2008-10-14T21:51:00.006+08:00

On a bright sunday morning..

2008-10-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hello..

im just keeping my blog alive since i noe theres ppl reading my blogg. :p hee. Umm,i've been through lots of downs latelyy..it seems that whatever u do just make ppl misunderstand you&that they'l think u somehow 'BEH SONG' them and stuffs like that..but i've cleared it.and so today was an intresting day! (: the great thing is that i can get to go out with Jo! (: its been ages since we have some catch up session..

so anyhoos,i havent start studyingg..i dont know why! No motivation bahh! And then no one is like keeping track of me,no pressures coming in at all. No feeling lor,take everything slowlyy. (: which is really badd. I just finish texting with manja! He's so manjaa.. :p his text makes me smile all the time..though i can be mad at him but that'll be awhile onlyy&he knows that! (: BUT no one can beat FATTY! Thinking of fatty simply makes me smilee..that wonderful feeling..i miss youu. :D

so anyways,im using my phone,thats why i cannot blog pictures! I have like 100 plus pics.. (: ohh,my room so lawa now after the painting,new curtain,new decoration&new bulbs! (: my room is like so 'WOW' hee! Now im waiting to buy a new tv,cupboard,mirror,new wallpaper for the old cupboard,door knob&new table cloth for the table. (: so manyy! I think my mum spent 400ish for my room already..mummy,theres MORE to comee! (: dont go back hongkong yet ohh. :pp its latee,i better head to bed soon! Im gonna start studying tomorrow.. *cross fingers* alrightoo,goodbye&goodnight!

P/S: u all got miss me mah?if have must tag&tell ok? (: xoxo!

Yours truly,Sharon.

just a short updatee..

2008-10-11T19:56:00.003+08:00

and you dont know what im facing back home or everywhere,yet u dare to say im in my own world? what does that suppose to mean? seriously,i think some people have nothing better to do but to rub in to people's life..i've heard alot,i just keep quiet. but sooner or later,u will noe that my life is not what u think it is. i've been keeping myself DAMN quiet but that doesnt mean i dont care,bother or rejecting you..yes,go ahead and wonder if this is for you..i DONT mind. IF you think im very childish,say it right to my face when we meet up! im damn annoyed by you..how i wish i never knew you. FOR ONCE,i've said this to someone..because i've never felt this angry,annoyed or hurt before.

Yours Truly, Sharon.

shoot ME!

2008-10-04T06:00:00.001+08:00

Hello readers. (:

its funny how people go on guessing and even ask me who FATTY is..&some even assume they know who he is. Well,i wont answer you guys.. (: i'll keep it to myself for now.the reason why,its because im not even sure of it YET. When i say FATTY,does that mean that person has to be fat?never noe thats jst a name i would like to call the guy i adore/admire. :p he can be thin u noe. (: haa. So anyways,i havent been blogging..been really busy. With what? Hanging out&NOT studying at all. Yes,kill me cos im so dead! I've been going out till late night. Thats how naughty i've been. Sighh!

&soo,hows everyone? (: good? Btw,selamat hari raya to all muslims&ohh,friends,thanks for the invite. (: u people noe who you are..hee. Theres aloot of things i wanna blog about but im using my mob to blog so its abit hard lorr.couldnt blog much cos its quite troublesome to use a phone to blog..im not that use to it. Its 5.30ish in the morning&im not sleepy..im so use to sleeping at 6ish in the morning. Diee! Once school reopen,i sure die.

eversince Jane return,i've been out like crazy.haha! I went out last night with the girls&had loads of fun. I must say this holiday is one of the best i had. Mum's home for 2weeks,lagi teruk.more jalan. Hais. && of course,loads of nagging. :s not use to it at all. After so longg,then suddenly mummy's home,nag nag nag. But i'l miss it once she leave to HK again. ): oh wells,im just updating for you people. I've been really naughty,so yea,SHOOT me! (: i got my tongue ring,tattoo&all. Yea,dont you think thats cool? (:

noo,im jst JOKING. Hee. Alrights,my batt running low. Im off. &ohh;GOOD MORNING brunei..

Yours truly;Sharon.

kidnapped..

2008-09-26T03:52:00.002+08:00

HEY BOY,WHATS YOUR NAME? I THINK I'VE CAUGHT YOU LOOKING MY WAY. (: DO YOU WANT TO KNOW,HOW TO GET ME ALL TO YOUR OWN? WEEKENDS THE BEST,I'LL PICK THE PLACE,YOU DO THE REST.. HEY NOW,DONT BE SHY.. BUT YOU'VE GOT TO KEEP ME IN LINE.. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT,NEVER THOUGHT IT COULD HAPPEN TO ME. BUT YOU MADE ME BELIEVE.

KIDNAP MY HEART,TAKE ME WITH YOU..

KIDNAP MY HEART,MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE. (:

seriously,you've kidnapped my heart.. FATTY!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

hey FATTY. (:

2008-09-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

i've completely fallen head over heels for you..wait,not really YET. but when that day comes,i think im gonna be head over heels for you. yes,YOU. ur just silly in your own way,and when i look at you,i simply have that feeling..i've never felt this way in suchh a long time.but yea,i found it.

FATTY,i adore you.. (:

Yours truly,Sharon.

this is for AB/YUMMY/UMI. (:

2008-09-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

i may not know what u're going through,cos u havent texted me anything or tell me anything YET. i hope im correct when i said YET. i know your gonna tell me whats up with you and stuffs very soon or when i text you or anything..from reading your blog, LIFE has been hard for you ey? i mean not LIFE,but LOVE. am i right? for now,im letting you know i'll always be your listening ear alright? dont worry about anything because im here. DONT worry,im sure whatever shit your going thru,im sure i've been there. i'll be waiting for your text or call soon. hee. so BESTFRIEND,do take caree. its not that i dont care about you BUT its just that i was busy..alrightoo,i hope u'll feel better after you read this..because you know that your my laughter/sister/bestfriend and better yet my partner in crimee.. i'll end this post with a big smile for you.

Yours truly; Sharon.

you could fall for pretty strangers..

2008-09-20T16:06:00.002+08:00

as you all know,im very lazy&tired from teen games..getting involved in teen games,i mean being the assistants/marshalls or helpers was just so great! (: i get to see my fellow friends&juniors playing and all..its all good la. i have a lot to post about but im just too lazy&i dont really want to post about whatever i did last week. i've seen few of my friends updated their blog about our outing,our crazi-ness&all. im just too lazy already. (: after all,i still think teen games was the bomb! i had great FUN. hee. like so much laaa. getting to know lame people,seniors&all. so after 3 days of fun,i think its time to head back to my little books. they will be my bestfriends once again..

so yea,im off..i'll blog if theres smthg intresting or if im NOT lazy. hee. alrighttss,i better head off now.

Yours truly, Sharon.

ended just like that..

2008-09-16T21:19:00.005+08:00

Trust me;this is gonna be an emo post! ):

i wonder how life would be without this people that im about to blog..leaving school is not a good thing.leaving school is NOT fun..leaving friends,lagii not FUN! ): st.andrews school is where i learnt so manyy things and of course,im gonna miss it. so here,im gonna blog bout few people! the people that made me smile and all..the people that has been part of me or me being part of them;i hope! as im typing this,i really wanna cry. so here it goes..

one of my closest friend. eventho u have your mood swings,i still love you..you've been a great help to me..we've been thru so many things together. its hard to say goodbye to people like you cause i see you almost everyday,go tuitions together&all. i'll miss you,kawan!

how can i forget about this girl here? sitting with her was the bestest thing everr! we bitch bout so many things. we get along so darn well. she's leaving to AUSTRALIA soon..i've seen her cry,laugh,angry&all. she's still the best after all. i call her bums. (: theres so many things i wanna tell you bums! i'll miss youu. ): sighh.

my little miss fiqah! what can i say about you? you make me laugh all the time..when it comes to your bimbo moments. FIE,theres so many things to say about you,but i just dont know how to put all those in words! remember that,im always here for you&yes,im sure im gonna see you next yearr! much loveee.

zaimah! (: im gonna miss you like hell loads babes! i'll come visit you.no joke yes? (: oh kawan,your loud,your who you are..&i love you. no doubt! remember,ur not FAT at all okays! xo.

JIA CHEE! my chingchong friend! i just realised we've been through so darn much. you being my ex neighbour and all. i remember drinking,ddr-ing,gossiping with you..so many memories la! i call this girl chac! (: &&stop losing weight,ur making me jealousss! :DD i remember we used to swear like no one's business..dang man! and after that, we realised its just soo uglyy to swear! i love you,miss!

TEY LI CHIEN! its gonna be VERY VERY weird not seeing you in whatever school im going to next yearr. its gonna be even weirder cos no one will msg me telling me 'babe,tomoro upgrade' or coming to me saying 'today pa kiu ahh' i love you for who you are,miss tey! dont ever change yea? ima gonna miss gossiping with you&you being there for me. i remember those bball moments! sighh.

ohh;my girls! our gossiping moments! caught on cameraa. loveeyouuu peoplee. (:

hah! youu lai tze gii! my rich ass friend! i have no idea when will i be seeing you..like seriously! im gonna miss you toooo..CHRIS! (:

my lil chubby friend. you can be annoying at times,but in the end,you'll make me laugh somehoww. be who you are..i'll miss u like so much! xoxo.

JOSHUA THIEN! my partner in crime since form 1 till form 3. im gonna miss this boy..he's like a brother to meee. i'll miss you,mr THIEN!

i wouldnt miss out this girl here..she's loud,she loves mee&trust me when she shouts sharon i love you,i think half of the school heard her. man,this little sister here sure made a big impact in my lifee..remember that,im always here for youu. anytime yea gette? i lovee youu. take good care of yourself when im not in school next year. dont be naughty. rawrr. (:

& last but not least,my very own bestfriend! bestfriend,im not gonna say much in my blog,i'll text you personally. you noe how special u are to me..&will always be! i miss you so much already.i cant wait to see you soon! thanks for everything bestfriend. i LOVE you the most! and thats for sure. xoxo.

karabel,adeline,yummy,yuree,shaneel,tanyeehsiang&the rest that i have not mentioned,dont think that i forgot bout you peoplee.i just realise i have so many things to say to you all. im gonna post about you people for the next post i hopee. im really tired. i'll continue once i have the time to. those ppl i did not mention,i love youuu people. you guys noe who you are. (:

im off. sigh!

Yours truly;Sharon.

study?

2008-09-14T18:14:00.004+08:00

study study study..that has been in my mind all this while..the thought of it only.but no actions at all.im really worried but then,im so lazy! its just so annoying that i have to wait for my mood. i tell you this will not bring me anywhere. im starting. for sure! i still have few weeks onlyy,less than a month to my big exam. this will tell me where will i be in the future. i woke up this morning,and looked at my books and went back to bed. pffts! so lazy! i really need to be disciplined! because im stealing all 7o's for my olevels! not any lesser. i know i can. i THINK. =p alrightoo,i better head back to my books. its time!

im stealing you;yes you O's! (:

ohh here are some pics i took..and ohhh;i just painted my room door. its so NOT nice! hahaha. cos im not a PAINTER. ;p

tipsy at 2am? not surprised. its saturday night! (:

koko ronald. he took red wine&his face soo redd. lovee! (:

yeaa,vain! i know. (:

jian ming took this..i look retarded cos i didnt noe he was taking picture of us. bryant,thats a baddd finger! =D i love you,loser!

Yours truly;Sharon.

i felt the piece of my heart break..

2008-09-10T14:43:00.002+08:00

i am very upset!

Yours Truly,Sharon.

recommended pictures..

2008-09-08T22:09:00.004+08:00

ok AB,im uploading all this pictures for u..yes;for you! (: later u marah marah again or complain saying that u've been visiting my blog waiting for picturess. so here you go,loser! hehe.. i love youu! =D

let me introduce you all to, Sharon.. sexy pose aint it?

and when she gets angry;she'll give you this face..sexy still? (:

the people i lovee;sorry dude! u were spoiling the pic..so i decided to put an 'x' to yr face.

its nice to be friends with boys too! (: they're the ones that takes good care of me! i lovee them to the max!

and the coolies in 5CS. =D

me&ah boy! (: sharon,yuree&AB.

R.PAMINTUAN&me. (: my kuyahh!

my partner in crimee.

my ups&downs;i love you,both!

my laughters!

Khair,AB,yuree&me.

my everything! (:

&i love you too;BESTFRIEND! mwahs!

Yours truly;Sharon.

blames..

2008-09-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

at times like this,i do blame myself..if it wasnt me who asked u to choose yr own hapiness or just go along with it and telling you,how handsome he is..things wouldnt turn out this way..i noe u told me its not my fault,but deep dwn i still think its my fault.our crazy girls moments just made us so crazy and we made wrong decisions! i was almost there,to ur position&thats when i realize i did smthg wrong..u were there to stop me,but i was not there to stop you! thats why i cry everytime when i think bout u&yr future..im really sorry!

IM IN A MESS..

YoursTruly; Sharon.

updates..

2008-09-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

im not happy with my results..especially maths! its horrifying! i am ashamed! my geo results wasnt at all great..im not satisfied with the marks i got!i passed but i want more than just a pass! i studied and urghh! theres alot of marking error,so im claiming loads of marks..seriously! ms.luisa's marking is bad cos she always rush through while doing her marking which kinda annoys me too..i still remember claiming more than 10 marks for my mid year exam,lets see for this mocks. (: history results was okk,i expected more than just a B3. i thought it'll be better but due to some careless mistakes and yea..im not at all happy actually.my results are jst so sucky,i din like it at all..disappointed much.i dont know what more to expect on wednesday.sigh!

tomoro i'll be heading down to muara beach with church mates! (: hope that will cheer me up. i just got back from bball with the girls and i met up with bernard. he is sooo THIN! like he lost so much weight la compare to last time..i am extremely jealous,nard! ): i had a great time la just now with the girls..its been a while since i play bball. i'll be going out soon with Lu to get some stuffs for tomoros! i am extremely tired. =/ i better shower soon.

here are the pictures of me&umi on saturday afternoon OR morning.. ;p

1st attempt of ugly face..not bad la! ugly indeed.

2nd attempt of ugly face;i just realize i love doing that ugly smile.looks terrible.

and this is in ego;love the mirror.

up to swensens to have a light side order.oh myy;look at that smile again.

haaa! finally a better one? (:

alrightoo;seeyous!

Yours truly,Sharon.

new look baby?

2008-08-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

theres so many things to blog about but im just too lazy..so many that i've missed out..pictures and all.perhaps i'll just blog about some other things.im too lazy to blog about what happened and stuffs like that. (: yes,i know im lazy..went out with yummy,hafiz and dayat. watched babylon,it was just an OK movie..its not that amazing! yummy thinks its boring and not worth it..after the movies,the boys went home cos they have other things going on..left with me and yummy! we didnt had much bonding time cos i went home quite early cos she told me that she's gonna be there till 2 or so..being me,i always come late and leave early.typical me ey? haha! so yea,i went home and yummy said she'll just wait for her dad..she waited for hours till 5pm i guess?cos she didnt noe that her dad was busy and stuffs,so yea,she was all alone in the mall..

we took a few pictures which i need to get from her..and the other day the darwin dudes came&i took picture with the hot dudes!im waiting for m's pendrive so that i could like post all the pics up to show u guys! (: i had a great time la today..i think im in too much of a holiday,i miss school.i miss certain people..most of all i miss you! ohh;tomoro is SAS talentine! (: i cant wait to see my fellow friends singing.HEE! im all excited for it..i need to buy flower for someone,cos he wants it..so yea,i feel bad cos i did not gave him during litfest.lol.so yes,i hope i can get to buy one for him tonite and give it to him tomoro! (: u noe who u aree;loserr! he's my budd. my manja friend. hehe. its raining now&i feel like going to bed.the weather has been freaky this few days..i really dont like the weather recently. its just so bad. urghh;i cant even go shopping at night with this weather.

i wanna go YF tonite but the weather is just so badd..im afraid my place will flood and i cant even go..im trying to make myself go to YF every week.its a good thing to make a come back after a whilee..i really wanna step up this time! (: hopefully,i can. no promises.i hate making promises eversince things happen..so yea! ohh;i've changed my layout..hopefully its good! (: hee..its been a while since i changed my layout..alrights then,i need to take my rest..i woke up quite early today just to go to the mall. im off thenn.. seeyous!

Yours truly, Sharon.

i am so shocked..

2008-08-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

and the guy i used to like,used to have hots for,communicate before ended up in JAIL. wow! wonderful isnt it? i used to have a crush on a criminal. i am so shocked!

enough bout that,errrrghhh! anyhoos,last night went out with Lu for dinner,went to excapade then off to chonghock for dvd's! i bought quite a lot of dvd's! anyways,thanx Lu,for the dinner..i had a great night with you..and yea,we had our girl's talk moments.it was great! more to come yes? anytimee,just call me if u need a listening ear or some company. hee. thats all for now,i am still shocked! -.-

Lalalovee,Sharon.

disgustinggg.

2008-08-26T13:37:00.003+08:00

I got my victoriassecret lotion already..i bought 2 bottles of lotion..i know its such a waste but i still think its worth it. (: so anyways,what happened today?u dont wanna noe..geo was hard but i manage to write 7pages long answers..im hoping i can at least get a pass for geo! and for yesterday my maths was crap! seriously,maths 1 was a total crap..but i attempted most of the questions..well,at least i've tried yes? (: i cant wait to do my last history paper tomoro&thats when i can relax for a week or so..after that 1 week of rest,gear up&get ready for my o's! im WORRIED! =/

anyhoos,guess what happened just now?i stepped out from the canteen,less than 5 mins,i turned and look at my sleeves and i found something red. really disgusting. want to see? i'll show u.

disgusting right?it was worst actually..this is after i wiped it off alreadyy..i have no idea where i got that from but i think its either from the tree or some birds that are having their 'PERIOD' my friends practically laughed at what i said about the birds..did u? hahaha! ok L-A-M-E! yea,thats what happened actually..nothing big but its just that when i stepped out of the canteen,then chun chun kena! for some chinese they will say 'WAHHH,SO NGAM AH,YAU CHUNG MA PIAU LIAU!' it means 'gonna strike lottery soon' typical them eh? if my mum happen to be the one picking me up,she'll freak out at first,but after i explain it to her,she'll most prolly laugh. ;p i miss u mom! ):

alrightss,im off to study and later on NAP! im oh SO tired. i miss bryant too.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

i think im addicted to victoriassecret..

2008-08-24T17:56:00.004+08:00

i think im sakai for all this..so yea,i ordered from Lu some lotion..i really think victoriassecret stuffs are so lawa,and it smell soo great! i've ordered 2 lotions&i find the price quite reasonable..each bottle cost around 20bucks only..and the smell is just so GREAT! haha..talking bout sakai..i want to get her perfumes but we cant import it cos its liquid..sad huh?if not,i'll be buying her perfumes like crazy..i hope Lu will pass me the lotions tomoro! i cant wait to use it..i failed to go to church today cos i woke up at 4pm?shocked?hahaha..me too! i slept around 5am this morning..i studied till i forgot the time..history is definitely driving me crazy,what more geography?for geo,i have both paper1&2..history,i only have paper 1.

anyhoos,i had a great time last night in YF..except for the thunder! really..i curled up when i could see lightning&hear the storms..i dare not close my ear cos according to our oldies,they said if u close ur ears when theres thunders,u'll go deaf.so yea,i believed it&i dare not close my ears..all i did was curled up. (: hahaha..eventhough theres thunders&lightning,we still manage to go out for some limteh session in kiulap with steph,andy,UC&APC. we went to this cafe (i forgot the cafe's name) =/ hahaha! its andy's bday today so yea,we stayed till 12 am&sang him a bday song. at the same time,we watched football..Liverpool won! should i be happy?i dont know..im not a big fan of football. (:

reached home around 1ish?i think..overall,i had a great fellowship in YF,the good topic in yf,the limteh session and all..i had a great time! (: thanks guys! hope i could make a change and be more active in YF? &&for today,my day is as dull as the weather..nothing intresting at all.sigh!i better sign out&get back to my books.for now,books are my bestfriends! pffts. im very worried because Olevel's are getting nearer! sighhh. i need prayers..i need more than just luck this time too. alrighto,seeyous!

ohhh;HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY ANTHONY AKA MY HAMSTER! GOD BLESS.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

i should blog..

2008-08-23T18:12:00.003+08:00

“When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O LORD, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.”- Psalm 94:18-19.

i know God is definitely there for me,so i dont have to worry about whats gonna happen..why not laugh rather than cry?why not smile rather than pulling a long face?i wonder why..life's like a rollercoaster now..but i'll remain strong;always. (:

so anyways,mocks not over yet..im still in the midst of exams&im studying like mad now..still struggling in maths&science..ohhh;my june results are out,i took 2 subjects and i got credit for both..told mummy&yea,that news pretty much made her smile?imma gonna call her soon,to ask hows koko&stuffs. (: im not gonna let the news bring me down or anything..i'll just remain strong&yea,let God do all the worry. wuahh! i think i should head back to church and all..i was reading thru my personal diary just now..back then,i was so into serving the Lord&do so many things and keeping my schedule busy just for Him..&&lately,my schedule dont even have a single thing about God,church,YF&so on..abit distracted by that! im hoping i could bring myself back to YF,to lead&to serve God's people..i miss standing in front serving the Lord,with songs&praises.leading them into their Bible study time..i remember during that time,i felt so much at ease.. (: perhaps,i should?

i feel rather down today cos my bro scolded me..not that im being sensitive or what,but i rele dont find it my fault?yea,i cried a lil bit and after that slept till 4pm.woke up,studied&here i am,blogging. i might go YF tonight,so yea..i better find transport now,if not i'll be skipping. alrights mate,i better log off now..seeyous!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

its like deja vu all over again.

2008-08-22T19:03:00.004+08:00

brother,theres not much we as a family can do BUT to pray for you..i really hope u'll fight through ur cancer..and not give up..eventhough,it may seem like theres no hope,i know deep inside u wanna fight this sickness&i know you wont give up easily..i miss both u&mummy so much..the man of the house is not home,its just bad too..what more,mummy also not here at home..she's all the way there with you..so koko,pls dont ever give upp..im waiting for you to come home..so stay strong&fight this cancer yes?i love you,koko! we'll keep u in our prayers..definitely! (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

ok,so i decided to blog..

2008-08-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

this question has been going around school..so WHO ARE U GOING PROM WITH? hahaha..some ppl dont have to worry cos they already noe who they're going with..the stable ppl,i must say..and so the ppl who wanna ask,have been telling me..&im keeping it all a secret..this question has been going around school,and some come up to me telling me,im gonna ask her or her..and then some ppl gossip around like 'eeee,i cant belif he's gonna ask her' OR 'oh man,he must be ready man!he's gonna get rejected' all these silly conversation made me giggle inside because for once,i see guys struggling&for once,i see girls go 'omg!im gonna be dateless,no guys wanna date me' well,girls..i suggest we have to wait yes?if no one asks,then go solo..but if theres guys who wants u,GO for it. go as friends. (:

being in form 5,is the bomb.this last high school year is gona be a blast..i hope u BOYS,get to choose the right girls..dont make any mistakes?& regret it. ;p take ur time boys,theres ALOT i mean ALOTT,of girls! (: prom..PROM!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

lazyy muchh..

2008-08-06T19:26:00.001+08:00

im just too lazy to blog..perhaps after my mocks i'll just blog yes? for now,i'll go on hiatus. lovee.

i've never felt this way before..

2008-07-28T16:40:00.004+08:00

issit too let to let you know? i try to runaway from ur sight..but sometimes it only reminds me of you..i needed my freedom,thats what i thought..but i was a fool to believe.i cry river of tears..when i turn off all the lights,even the night,it only reminds me of you..only you! how could i ever let u go? that was the biggest mistake of my life..i shudnt have listen to other people,shud have trusted you&moved on with you..i shudnt have! ): i regret every single mistake i made.im lost. very. i keep every single memories we had..it was the sweetest memories.i want you&only you.

its really hard to move on sometimes.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

happy bday mei jie.

2008-07-27T22:25:00.005+08:00

its been a while since i last post up some pictures..i hope all this pictures will entertain u readers.im very sorry if the pics are blur&all..im too lazy to edit or even rotate it..bear with me&my laziness. hee,at least i did post up some pictures.

nathan..my new little boy.very cute!

brian&nathan..

spot some spelling error? haha!

here are some pictures taken during litfest..

they name themselves 'the classroom heroes' (:

handsome mark&the girls..

my kawan good. she's crazy when she's around me..

mark&gette.

he's my numberONE. will always be. (:

we do crazy things tgether.ily.

the sweetest guy ever&erny.

khair&josias.

on that night itself,guess what happened?got into a minor accident..the stupid man from behind bang to us..guess what was his reasons? i was trying to answer my friend's call..very stupid. luckily,only the car boot abit bend. now my sister is car-less,and she must follow my aunt's car to school which means i MUST wake up earlierr! urghh.. all because of a stupid careless man.

my sister's car.

not forgetting its mei jie's bday today! happy bdayy..im sure u had a blast just now..have a great day you! ur getting very old.. hehe! take care.

meijie&his very kurang ajar son!

finally,it has come to an end..thats it for now! (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

happy bday jiejie chai sing.

2008-07-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

its either you'll kill me for putting this up or thank me for telling everyone that its your bday today OR you'll feel touched by the words im about to put up here. (: u dont look ugly here..u'll think its ugly..wait,put it in a better phrase..not pretty. but i find u pretty in every way. wuahh! im sure koko said this to u before ey? that no matter how u think u're not pretty but you'll always be the prettiest in his eyes! WUAHSEII! ok enough of all this crap..

here,i wanna wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i hope u had a blast on this special day of yours..im sorry i couldnt give you anything but i was the first to greet you.earlier than koko. (: you're like the best u noe?to others,you're very quiet but to me,your as noisy as me..which is GOOD. that makes me feel more comfortable bcos i noe u're very comfortable with me. thats why u can talk&laugh all u want with me..sometimes crack me up with some lame jokes or talk some sense to me. and also,ppl say we look alike..that means ur young okae! but i feel good too,cos im as pretty as you! HAHAHA! and ohh,u're the only one who understands me very well like what koko said. im going thru some tough moments that you've been through. i would like to say thanks for everything sister. for taking care of me&making sure that i wont be naughty. to tell you the truth,i have been a very good girl lately..no more nonsense! except the fact that i miss someone. (: i think i've pretty much said everything. so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE CHAI SING!! God Bless. loveee loads!

p/s: sorry if theres spelling or gramatic error. im too lazy to re-read and edit. so yea,forgive me if my 'london' is kinda broken. (: hehe.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

be mine?

2008-07-24T17:55:00.002+08:00

i've never felt this way before..this lonely in my life! perhaps i just need someone to company me through my ups&downs.i regretted taking you for granted. i miss you. thats how sad i am.because i've been thinking bout u so much lately. i miss you,YOU! ):

Lalalovee,Sharon.

sick.

2008-07-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

im too sick to even blog. im sick,down&off. dead.

i laughed at this..

2008-07-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

b r y a n t o z o z o ; my simple exit plan for sent 7/11/2008 12:33 AM:
"boy (bryant) dies from commiting suicide due to wrong connect of what his bestfriend hear from him"

story..

"the way he killed himself was drastic. he stuck a nailclipper in hisss mouth and force himself to bite it and then it didnt work soo he swolled it and then tried to cut himself with paper. but it didnt work. soo he bang his head onto the bed like 700000000 timess said a police that was investigating the case. the boy, bryant was found in bed lying down like nobodys buisness as if it was his house. but it was his house. soo the police didnt know what to do.. soo they dumped his body in the rubbish bin but his head could only fit. and they left him there and told newspapers that the reason they did that was to make the death more cooler looking.its a sad day for the locals in the country as bryant was a superstar ;D not only that. he was sharons bestfriend and it was such a waste. now we will have limo cars to pick sharon up from school EVERDAY and send her to the cemetary to talk to bryants grave. yes its sad... its sad that she has to talk to a non living thing. thats the only case in brunei soo far..-its a sad thing..bestfriend i love you..

this is absolutely funny..i logged in to my msn&this is what i saw..i laughed so badly. for once,i think my bestfriend is silly. (: especially the last part about the limo picking me up&all. thats what bryant writes when im mad at him..he can come up with a whole lots of stories just to make me laugh so i wont stay mad at him..that bestfriend of mine. i lalalove you BUT you always break your promises.i dont like you. ): loserr..

thats all for now..seeyous!

Lalalovee,Sharon

tired much..

2008-07-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

this will be a short post because i am too lazy to even blog lately..its because i dont have the permission to use my brother's notebook ALL the time..i only get to use it sometimes..well,it depends on his MOOD. so yea,today was a great yet tiring day.ohh;dont refresh me about what i did in the morning because i was so exhausted until the fact that i asked ray to stopped disturbing me.he's such an ass. (: hahaha! he's a brother to me..so yea,he treats me like his little sister. and so in the afternoon,i have maths tuition..i din do much in tuition. actually,i din do a single math problem there..pretty useless i must say. craps!

its my maid's bday today..gave her a surprise&she cried..my family treats me maid absolutely well..so yea,she's lucky to be our maid. wuahhh! (: went to gdg for a 'little' while just now&i guess i saw my eyecandy working. like wuahhhh! hehehe! thats pretty much about my day today..seeyous! will post up some pictures to entertain you readers.

here's a verse i wanna share with you people..

Luke 6:37: Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Lalalovee,Sharon.

sighh!

2008-07-07T15:51:00.003+08:00

and i sit alone,thinking bout you..since the day you left me,i still couldnt get you out of my head..when i read back our msges,it just made me cry..yes,tell me dont read it BUT when i think about you,i just happen to read back all the sweet msges u sent. your the reason of me being upset. ppl ask why am i upset,i couldnt say it out because they wouldnt understand it anyways..if you were beside me right now,i'll always smile&never be upset..but lately,u've been running in my mind..imy alot..ALOT till it hurts. so long goodbye! why must it end that way? time sure flies fast BUT now that your gone,it feels like time doesnt pass at all..i miss you terribly. ):

heartbroken...

imy!

Lalalovee,Sharon

sini bukan pasar..

2008-07-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

i still remember him saying,im gonna stay here until dunno when..and now that he's gone,i miss him terribly! urghhh,big loserrr. time flies so fast. this was one of the hardest goodbye..i couldnt say much to him jst now because his friends are all there and all..i miss you already. ): i dont know when will i see you again? after 3yrs? urghhhh. i still remember asking him can u not leave? danggg. im not gonna go on anymore cos if i do,i'll cry eventually. so yea! im gonna be strong. xoxo to you,big loser if u happen to read my blog.

and after seeing him off,me,jane&mayanne went to jane's place for lunch&after that to aunty Jeanne's place and after that to the 'mall' went to shabby chic..as usual,mayanne's spends her lunch money at shabby chic. & end up having only a dollar..but me&jane still have money for swensens.so the 3 of us went to swensens with not much money..how daring can we be?ordered good ice-cream&the place there was soo quiet&peaceful until this group of students came in and made so much noise..being their 'poklen' self,they laughed&talked so loud like as if they own the whole restaurant..and so Jane said 'eh,sini bukan pasarrr' that made me laugh! seriously,them being their poklen self rele annoys me at times. urghh.

so after that,paid bill and spent 28bucks in swensens..thats one of my cheapest bill ever in swensens! haha! met up with quite a few ppl in the mall..well,just thought of going out with them so that i wont miss 'silly' so much like how i am now! sighh. im feeling so empty now. craps! till here then,im off to bed. nights!

Lalalovee,Sharon

promised.

2008-06-30T15:24:00.005+08:00

here are the pics that i've promised to post up..

this is me before starting my morning jog..still sleepy tho.

while jogging,both me&sis saw this thing.so yea,we played it for a little while..sure do miss this seesaw..correct spelling ka?

it looks much better now compared to my childhood days..and more fun.

i lalalovee this thing.i call this 'kato' i dunno wether u guys call this a 'kato' but yea,i love this..my daddy used to bring me to damuan just to see this.

after all my sakai-ness on playing the playground and looking at those nice view in damuan,we started jogging. it was a fresh&great morning i must say. (: i had fun.

after an hour,its time to go for breakfast! haha..useless lor cos after jogging,makan. but i was happy.at least i did jog alrights. (:

after breakfast,received a call from my bestie saying that she'll pick me up soon&go for sunday splash with the 4 bestfriends..i was really tired already but still i said yes to empire! its sunday splash,who would actually miss it?

the 4 of us..in water babeh! it was tha bomb. =D

yurr,fie,shar&mims..oh mimi,u look quite retarded here.LOL. (:

this is what i call 'real' friends! they're the ones i rely on..thru ups&downs.this 2 person. BFF!

i miss you..seriously i do! sigh!

and this pic is speacially for bryant! oh bestfriend..whose original pose is this?or smthg like that? heheee. xoxo.

thats pretty much bout it..seeyous!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

good talk..

2008-06-29T19:35:00.002+08:00

HEY readers,

hows everyone?and hows hols?mine was quite hectic but towards the end,im loving it so much.. (: i think im having more than enough hols?i dont know why..but i really want to get myself to study..this 2 weeks,i feel like as if i've dropped out of school or smthg like that..scares me loads as im sitting for my o's this year..alot of pressures coming in saying that june's results will be out soon..im sure its gonna be out during August..so for now,i dont have to worry much..i just have to concentrate in my upcoming exams.i feel so grown up now.. =D

anyhoos,i couldnt post up pics of the 'happenings' today..it was awesome! like really awesomee..i din sleep since yesterday which makes it 36 hrs of me not sleeping..my eyes are dang red&my eyebags are rele huge&pretty ugly..but whatever! so this morning,woke up&went to damuan..had a great time jogging but after that fail,cos go CA MOHAMMAD. all the calories come back..quite useless lar but at least im satisfied cos i did exercise. (: hehe..and after that,friends called..last minute decision of going to sunday splash with none other than my 4 bestfriends. it was SWEEEEEET. great time,i must say. and went swimming&yes,fishing for hot eyecandy.spotted a few&wuahhh! hotness much. teeheeee.

and so i wanted to skip church cos i was dead tired..but somethings bothering me,not exactly bothering but just a small voice saying i should go or smthg..after lunch,i msged KKD..hoping he'll be somewhere near my place..sadly,he was all the way at giant..so yea,no transport lar..i msged him telling him that no need and all.BUT,being his awesomeness self,he replied im gonna fetch u..thats very sweet of u,brother. im glad i have a brother like you. and yes,went to YSC..learnt alot just in 1 day..and after YSC,it'll be service..i was really tired already..dead tired.my eyes couldnt take no more..BUT,i did not fell asleep. Praise The Lord! (: well,i kept telling myself to pray to God and have faith in Him,that he'll keep me awake throughout the whole service. He really did. i was AMAZED.

after service,koko sent me home..i had the most wonderful conversation ever.. we laughed&talked together with JJCS in the car..it was great..i mean throughout that short journey,i can answer 2 questions confidently. (: u guys will know what im talking bout..teehee! im glad i went to church.that little voice which prompt me was GREAT.i knew it was something from God. i had a wonderful day today..thanks to everyone who made it great..most of all is to Him. =D

EPHESIANS 2:8 - FOR IT IS BY GRACE YOU HAVE BEEN SAVED,THROUGH FAITH-AND THIS IS NOT FROM YOURSELVES,IT IS THE GIFT OF GOD.

P/S:i'll post up the pics as soon as i could..thanks for your time.nights,im off to bed.really tiredd.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

things i've learnt..

2008-06-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

hey peeps,its been a while since i last blogged..camp was awesome,learnt alot from there.i've finally understand certain things that i never did understand..its pretty late or maybe early in the morning?its like 2.40am now..couldnt sleep and all;i dunno why but yea.i wont say much about camp..one word to it;its SWEET! so anyhoos,i went for some leadership training&from there,i've learned bout many things too..i dont know how to say,but the only thing i could share with u ppl is 'do not take God for granted'

i've practically learnt alot for this past few days&i rele thank God for helping me through..without Him,i think i'l still be like how i used to..i backslided so badly&now,im making a change.i used to have different thinking bout how God will be mad at me&all for doing all the wrong doings that i've done,but from what i've learnt is that God is a loving&a forgiving man..i should not judge Him in a way that He will be angry¬ forgive me..oh my!

hmm,what else again ah?ohh,i couldnt post up any pictures cos im using my phone to blog..i'l post up pics if im using a notebook..went to capers for vincent's farewell.that silly will leave so soon..will definitely miss him.sigh!after dinner,went to uc's placee.watched this awesome video..i din get it fully,i have to watch it one more time in order to fully understand it..perhaps,i could ask uc to show it to me one more time.hehe!that video was awesome..its a message from john piper.i think!its great..oh great,i think this post is long enough&hopefully a proper one for u ppl..hope u guys could learn smthg from here.dont give up on God,cos He will NOT give up on u.

i'l share with u ppl a verse maybe next time..im rele tired&sleepy.nights readers..and to silly,imy much!we'l go out this sunday too..and will meet u up later in the afternoon.huggles!xoxo.

lalalovee,Sharon.

wuahhhh!

2008-06-24T13:58:00.004+08:00

i drove last night..it was one exciting experienced! thanks to the sister who trusted me soooo muchhhh..hehe! cant wait to drive again soooonnn. =DD

lalalovee,Sharon.

forgotten?

2008-06-23T02:01:00.002+08:00

i dont remember what i've blogged before..i dare NOT read back..but i'll just leave it that way.DON'T remind me bout my past.

start NEW.

when they say your name;i blush.

2008-06-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

the other day was one of my bestest afternoon..actually,it all started in the morning during english period after i had my 'popcorns' (: & thats how i go all hyper.

he loves lying his head on my shoulders..

yuree;if you were a little darker.HAHA! i laughed till i cried.thats how funny it was..yuree,you look pretty retarded here. (:

&so our afternoon began..with afiqah the blurry&her wonderful boyfriend,abdul the madul.next is amal the girl whose also blur&her beloved boyfriend anis the manis?haha..i jst realise that on that afternoon,the couples name are all starting with the letter 'A' thats pretty cool dont you think so?

i may not be the best photographer,but i managed to capture both your faces eventho its blur.ohh;dont they look cute?best couple of the year?i think so.they've been together for umm a year plus already.sigh!u both make me wanna have a boyfriend too. HEE.

& this is anis&amal..his not that very close with us,but i guess now he is?oh btw nis,your face look like you wanna kill someone or maybe me?you look better when you smile. =D need some lessons to smile?i'll give u some lessons or perhaps you can learn from amal?

not to forget the single people..how lonely can we be?but when it comes to party,we're all ready to go.we dont have to ask our bf or gf permissions.advantage baby?

yes umi,show that sign.we're all loving it yes? (; i bet azizi feeling good uh? heee.

one picture is not enough for us,lets take another one..we're not shy unlike the couples.they're actually shy to take picture.but hey,we feel like a poklen on that afternoon.dont ask me why.

after all the photo takings,abdul,afiqah&hazimah had to leave..but we did not stop taking pictures eventho they left..so we continued. (: the next picture is one of the best..i dont know why,but i love it.

cool,isnt it?i was saying to them 'thats a pretty bad view of brunei.HAHA! seriously it was..

so we were all hungryy,lets grab some food.we had an early dinner..yes,we stayed out till dinner time cos we all have tuitions at night. (: anis left due to some functions at home and hafiz joined in.we were all hungry already..so yea! && did you realise something? umi was in shades for the whole time inside&outside of mall&everywhere..wheres the sun bitch?haha..nadawah,im jst joking love.you know i love you right? =D

it was one of the best afternoon i had,laughters&all..i met quite a few of people at the mall on that day..i played bball in arcade till i break my own record.cool.but my hands were suffering&is still is today.i spent so much at the arcade.haha! we should have another afternoon soon peeps. i need those. (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.

no time?

2008-06-13T14:16:00.002+08:00

i have a lot to post about but i dont have the time now..i cannot rush through cos fie thinks my blog is boring.so i must post about our outing,my new phone&yadda yadda.i must blog with colourful letters to make it more intresting.yes fie,its boring for now..i'll try to improve for you. (: haha..alrights,will blog with pictures soon.im out for now. goodbye.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

Happy advance bday,bryant leong.

2008-06-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

Happy advance 17th bday,bryant leong jun cheng!im currently on my bed,using my mobile to post this post for you.this post is for Bryant&it will all be about bryant. (: hehe. So in an hour time,you'l turn 17.your so old,bestfriend. =D anyways,i hope i dnt fall asleep while waiting for the time,bt if i did,im really sorry!if i dnt,you'l receive a 5pages long msges frm me at 12sharp! (; i hope you'l like the gift i bought you&the surprises me&gette planned.it was more of a bridgette's idea.bt still,i hope you'l love it.okay,i'l start writing all the things that i could think of what i like about you,so that i wnt fall asleep. (: here it goes..

Bryants the bomb,i love his morning hugs&sniffs,his loudness of shouting my name when i ignore him,his tight hug when i ask him to go away,his oh so very awesome biggie smile,his lameness,his walking me to my car every single day without fail,his patience with me,his msges&last bt nt least,his un-shy moments!im so glad i have a friend like you.i hope you'l like this little post of mine.thats pretty much about it.have a great bday alrites?happy 17th bday to the most AMAZING dude in the whole wide world.be good&i love you so very much.xoxo!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

sunburnt!

2008-06-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

i am so sunburnt! i look terrible..thank God, sports day is finally over..and congrats danson house! you guys did a great job taking 1st place..i as a captain felt so much relieved! i dont have to worry so much and all..and hey,ALL my efforts did not go to waste..and the best athlete went to 2 girls also from danson house.well,continue to have that danson spirit next year..danson house won 3 years in a row..continue that ok?

anyhoos,im pretty much annoyed by people who thinks i dont wanna talk to them or those childish thinking of me not wanting to be friends with them..seriously! im off..im not in a good mood. seeyous.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

if you were mine..

2008-06-07T20:26:00.004+08:00

this thing is annoying.everyone's holding it. URGH.

if you were minee. HAHA.

my mouse! haha..naked mouse. lol.

my very big brother&my lil puppy;buddy. (:

hey buddy,you look good here.

picture perfect.

its because i love eleven.

oh hey! friendsterr. (:

NOT an emo post. (:

2008-06-03T23:34:00.001+08:00

heys..how has everyone been doing?its been a while since i go around asking ppl how they are and all..you noe the usual stuffs i usually do..i've been so busy&still is with the whole danson house thing.im not complaining bcos i oh so love my job..im gonna go on and stay strong.like what bums said,i can prove her wrong and to the people who complained. (: im not afraid&i wont give up.i have leon's support too eyhs?haha..and shaneel (: so i dont have to worry that much about being a lausy captain and all..because like what i said,i dont bother..

things that i need to buy..

bball shoe for the interhouse bball match,have i told you im a captain in that?cooliooo. =D
nike bottle which cost $24.90. (:
flip flops or slippers..i prefer nike slippers.so ima have to get it.
present for my oh so favourite boy-bryant leong! his bday! xoxo.
~~bra's~~

i think thats all in my 'i NEED to buy list' haha..i have my 'i want to buy list too' its not that urgent so yea,i could wait..im getting a new mobile soon. (hopefully by end of this month) hehe..my phone is being an ass..it kept shutting down on me,so yea,im gonna lost that sexie baby of mine soon&i'll get a new one soon.even sexier but big.haha! im missing people.. -bryant leong,lau-bridgette,lee jia chee,adeline liew,serene g&merciana.

so tomoro will definitely another busy day for me..its the continuation of today..DANSON HOUSE GIRLS&BOYS,im so very proud of you guys..you guys did so well today&i hope tomoro will be better.we're leading.so dont ever give up!&& oh i have a new pet.its from frankie. (: its a puppy.very very cutee..we call him buddy. veryy hyperactive. =D heeee. so anyhoos,its latee,time for bed. nightss.

Lalalovee,Sharon

why bother?

2008-06-01T14:33:00.001+08:00

its ok to pretend to smile at times..so that everyone will know that your fine.lying to yourself if fine at times..like a friend of mine said,why not just smile rather than break down&cry?why bother doing that when you know everyone around you just dont bother?i,for once felt like letting everything go.whatever effort im putting in,its just useless..people will think that i din put any effort in at all,but i did actually..im not gonna cry&i wont beg for your understanding..because in the end,i know you'll realise its not my fault.&by complaining to other people was just a stupid mistake you made..im not referring to any particular someone..its to the people who thinks 'they know it all'

put a smile on rather than putting a sad&moody face..thats when everyone will start questioning you whats wrong&all..after they know your situation,they'll most prolly say 'oh,cmon..dont bother about what he/she said and all' but after a while,they'll just walk away because they know what your facing&they'll spread it around&in the end,it'll turn out to be some stupid story..so why bother telling people?keep it to yourself for once and let it be..sooner or later,that feeling of yours will be gone.crying in front of them or telling them doesnt make things go away either,so why not just keep it to yourself? sigh!

actually pretending works for everyone no?im sure most of you out there always pretend to be alright..well,its not wrong to pretend.in fact,i admire you for being so strong. keep it up! because i for once,felt like breaking down&cry,but i know no one even bother..so why cry to myself?how pathetic is that?i'll just smile&leave it unsaid.so no one will know about a single thing. am i making any sense here? i guess NOT. but who cares? (:

this is for you--->cos i know i'll prolly regret it&if i do it,i know i'll regret it..but its something that i had to do.nobody said it'll hurt so bad.so how do i deal without you?i dont want nobody else..theres nothing i can do..you had a chance but you choose to turn away..i gotta take it eventho its hard breaking..its something that i had to do.i just have to live with it&deal with it..

sigh!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

fcuk!

2008-06-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

at this moment,i feel like dropping everything im facing..i mean like wtf man?i hate people talking about me being a lausy captain in the whole fucking danson thing! who you think you are kan?you dont even know theres so much to do in a day!&what being late is a problem to you?speak up to my face!i dont care eventho your my mum's friend or my friend's mum!seriously,be one&tell me how does it feel to be one! you dont know how much i've helped out in school&all the shits.i dont hear any complains from my house chief and so who are you to judge me?you tell me AUNTY! mind your business.really.i hate everything im hearing ok.&&to the one who told me,your not suppose to let me down this way,i thot i'll have your support,but in the end,you tear me down..how disappointed can i be! shit. i think you guys should give me a break! its not easy to take up such a big role when my office bearers are not working that well&all.dont put all the fucking blame on me! seriously! chibai! for once,i could swear so much.im sooo angry! fcuk la!

ohh;happy bday mimi&kah boon.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

im posting because serene wants me to..

2008-05-31T19:57:00.001+08:00

im having so much fun..im having a great weekend.its so relaxing! (: im posting because serene wants me to..so i went tuition today&surprisingly,i received a text msg from the ex-bf! very surprising&this leave me hanging..im like on the phone with yuree now and she's talking to her cousin&im talking to her cousin too..we're all on loudspeaker.lol. i cant wait to go kk actually. =D some people has been calling me&some of them,i really dont want to talk to,cos im tired of them.i think for those people who called&i did not answer or i called you late,means i dont feel like talking actually..because i dont care&i cant be bothered.sorry people. (:

i dreamt of some people whom im not suppose to. =/ craps! yuree knows all. alrighto,i shall go down&eat my dinner.hehe! seeyous. xoxo. &oh,to the bitch,fcukyou seriously!

Lalalove,Sharon.

im too lazy to blogg.

2008-05-29T21:34:00.001+08:00

im feeling oh so lazyyy now..so im not gonna post a long one..i had fun in tuition (: &im allowed to go for the kk trip that school's organising. =D momma's being really nice&yes,im allowed to go.which made my day..public holiday this saturday so i have the whole weekend to relax.ohh,my mum's flight changed to the 10th. (: im so gladd. oh yes,i saw the bitch today with her bestfriend. zomg! eyesore muchh. =D right merciana? hehe..

so thats pretty much about it..ohhh,hasbullaaahhhhhh suck big time. =p i dunno when are we gonna talk again.he's being an ass now. but imy,mr.hasbullah;girlfrienddd. =D

Lalalovee,Sharon.

im not afraid of you;instead you better watch your mouth.

2008-05-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

so today's practise was slightly a lil bit better than yesterday's.now i understand why theres not much form 3 girls coming to practise..ohh let me tell you what i've found out. (:

so theres this particular girl in form 3,no im not gonna put names,or maybe you people will find out for yourself because i think you all will know who she is eventually.she's one of the most kurang ajar kid i've ever known..last year,i did NOT bully her or anything BUT her wonderful bestfriend called a teacher and told the teacher that i bullied her..they're only in form 2's back then..i din even touch her a single bit,and she made a complain saying i bully her?wow!so i didnt care much okae!she's just a kid BUT she told her friend she wanna slap me or beat me up.HAHA! i am so scared.all this happened last year.she never came&find me..instead she was being her timid self.i walked past her&she didnt even dare to look at me..so i thot hey,at least she doesnt create any problems&all.so i've forgotten bout it..

during golden jubilee run,i marked her attendance..she told me to mark her's&her friends..this was during april this year.she didnt make any faces to me but she gave me her so called innocent face&all..so i was thinking,hey,she's ok now&all..by all her actions,i thot she changed and all..so i din bother much about her&her bestfriends.i really dont.but now its coming to sports day,i hardly see any of them come to the meeting or practises.guess what i've found out.ohh,they dont wanna see my face so they dont come! wow..intresting! this type of people is just stupid.pure stupid.& i think she asked her friends not to go&all.they're in division B. oh girls,i dont need you girls anyway..its your lost too!

but here,i dont wish to bring this up to mrs.shafee or ms.luisa,because of you not liking me or my face!im not gonna bring this up.but hey,watch your mouth okae?you dont like my face,then DONT come,because i dont like your face too! stupid small eyes! BUT you dont go around&tell people not to come,because if i find out from anyone saying that its you who asked them not to come,you'll face me!you better watch out bitch.i didnt slapped you last year its because i dont wish to touch any dirty face! watch out,starting today,you'll see how many people will start calling you names. your only in form 3,you think im scared?i dont wish to cause anymore troubles because its my last year in school. (: your friends tell me things..watch out bitch! i cant tolerate all this anymore..you better STOP whatever your doing now..

urghh,i guess some of you might even know who im talking about.im not surprise because she's a bitch and everyone knows. (: chiens thinks your a dirty girl. haha! those of you who dont know,perhaps you could guess..im sure you guys will find out sooner or later. (: alrighto,i'll stop now.seeyous.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

feels like home once again. (:

2008-05-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

oh man,finally home feels like homee to me now.im so glad this feeling came back and it pretty much put a big smile on my face..i really hope nothing bad will happen anymore..mummy's home&im so happy that she's back..its just like my bestfriend is back..i could talk&share everything with her and whatever she says or even ask,i'll just listen&be the good girl..oh man,i love mummy so so muchh.hehe!she ask me go shower,i listen..ask me take this,take that i dont answer back,just do as she say..feels good to have a mummy back home.but she's leaving this coming monday again.sigh!im gonna miss her loads.oh wells,at least i have my mummy/bestfriend for a week&not forgetting my eldest bro..sure do miss him!hehe..he's so funny&yes,i love you both so so much.

finally i get to go shopping with mummy,ask her pick me up&all..oh man,i miss all those!im just too happy (: so today went to padang kebajikan..momma send me there&theres hardly danson members.so disappointing.i bet mrs.shafee will be so mad tomoro..hais!i never knew being a captain could be so hard..so many responsibilities.headache ar! i gotta stay back tomoro to do the english thing that mrs.manik wants me to do,i gotta collect the pictures money from the whole english club members&i have to walk around the school tomoro to ask them come for the last track event practices.urghh.so many things to do. ):

ohhh,hasbullah has been a great dude. (; we had our little chit chats and yes..i had fun with him.i'll see him tomoros again&his lausy phone screen is so screwed up!i cant even read a thing.loserr.anyhoos,thats pretty much about it. i had a blast. ohhhh;happy bday aziim aka koko! (: hope you had a blast on your bday. =D

ATTN:ALL DANSON HOUSE MEMBERS MUST COME TOMORROW FOR THE FIELD/TRACK EVENTS! ESPECIALLY TRACKS! NO EXCUSES. ITS A MUST! PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK! IM NOT ASKING MUCH BUT PLEASE MAKE ITTT.

Lalalovee,Sharon.

blogger is being a bitch.

2008-05-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

i typed out pretty much everything just now but blogger was being a bitch & i lost the whole thing.so being the lazy me,i decided to not update anything for today except the fact that momma's coming back tomoro for just a week. and yes,screw blogger! i hate youu. urghh! alot of things happened today and i actually typed out all. eeeee. i am so annoyed now. pffts! wtf man.

& here's to silly. You'll always be a part of me.I'm part of you indefinitely.Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby.And we'll linger on.Time can't erase a feeling this strong.No way you're never gonna shake me.Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby. =D im glad to have you now. lovee.

thats pretty much it..i hate blogger. pffts!

oh darling;you'll always be my baby.

2008-05-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

omg.i cant sleep. ): usually i'll be studying and like memorising notes.and i finished my exam and im too lazy to even open my book.results will be out soon&i have no idea how i did.i think i did quite bad due to all the last minute studying.well not really a last minute studying thing,its just that some of the questions that came out,i dont rele know..and the ones that i memorised,did NOT came out.and heck,i actually stay all night up just to memorize my geo&hist.AND,i think i screwed both the papers.damn it!how mad and upset can i be..but nyeh,exams over.i SERIOUSLY need a break. (: oh oh;that picture on the top,i took it beginning of this year,i think.i used bry's phone..and thats like his original pose,so i followed it.HAHA.that picture of mine is still his screen saver. =D hehe. silly you.

and so,i went out today..with bry,yuree,rich&mimi.i havent been out since i dunno when.i mean out as in chill with friends for hours.i never actually did in a long time until today. (: i had fun.but it was just for a little while.cos i went home early.i dont really like staying in gdg for like a long long time..i get bored of it easily.but with friends like yuree&bryant,i wont be bored.we'll talk all night long. im afraid of results now..i think i screw most of my papers.oh no!im sooo worried bout it.ok,i shudnt be talking bout exams/results and all right now..i should like take my mind off everything. i cant sleep.been thinking alot.bout things.i think thats the reason of why i cant sleep. ): upset and all.i dont know.shits!

i miss having someone by my side..i miss msging people who im comfortable with.i miss going out with someone i love.i miss having someone who loves me alot.&&i think i'll fall in love soon. oh;i know that you'll be right back,you'll always be apart of me..oh darling,you'll always be my baby. i hate saying this,but i miss you alot. sigh! i know that someday i'll eventually forget bout you.&i cant wait for that day to happen. (:

what a shock?

2008-05-21T20:31:00.001+08:00

heys..

i shouldnt be blogging actually cos my sister wants the notebook back. sniffs! i dont have my own pc or a notebook to even blog.i have to like secretly used it at times..im not suppose to be blogging actually because i still have my last paper tomoro..its d-maths 1.oh myyy! i went tuition just now and yea..it helped a bit.after blogging;i'll go shower and start practising my maths without my calculator.nowadays im so used to using calculator,i couldnt add simple digits without my calculator.thats how bad i am.rely to much on my little calculator. ): i hope i wont have a hard time doing my last paper tomoros.

was at kiulap huaho just now right after my tuition while waiting for my aunt to come pick me up..so me and yuree decided to go for some window shopping.bra's;dress;shoes;bags and all..dang!theres so many things i wanna buy..haha!so the boys went to see their normal stuffs.t-shirts&guitars!as usual.we went off..and so we lost em! bry miscall me and i couldnt find him anywhere and so me and yuree went all the way down to the grocery area and we saw our 2 boys coming in from the main entrance..guess what we did?we ran away from them..but they caught us anyways.hehe! i was running away from bry and suddenly he's like in front of me..scare the hell outta me! and yea,i hugged him.cos i was scared&shocked at the same time.

and after that,my aunt arrived and off i went..leaving bry all alone. ): sorry bestfriend. oh yes;im still stinky cos i havent showered since 12ish pm? eeee...hehe! and yea,my sis told me something bout my brother saying he has to go for an operation because theres like 4cm tumour in his stomach and its a must to do the operation.my reaction was 'oh;okay..what to do ah?' i did not cry nor did i laugh.its just this feeling that i dont know how to say..oh tumour;im not surprised.this type of feeling.eversince my dad got diagnosed;i cried and now,im left with no more tears. hmm. what a news! very disappointed but they're coming back this sunday. i miss mummy.

so thats pretty much about it..im off to shower and do revision after that! im feeling so tired.my eyes is like half open. =.= craps!!

study;study;study!

better now?

2008-05-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

im back for a little while..im so tired.just finish studying..im still doing my examss..June papers were so hardd. sniffs. alrighto,i need to take my lunch now. seeyous.

oh;im still as sick as beforeee..crap!

study;study;study!

Lalalovee,Sharon.

unconsciously broken..

2008-05-12T19:58:00.001+08:00

sometimes i have to ask them to let me in..not to tear me apart and leave me all alone.you guys are gone in my heart..i thought i could take you guys back in, in my heart,but the way you all treat me doesnt even show you care and love me..you noe what your showing me? you hate me..like so much.when you see me,you'll most prolly scold me and all.sometimes i wish i could be every little thing you all wanted.but i guess i cant. i give up. for once,you guys are the closest to me,and now look,you guys are really distant. i just dont want to miss you all anymore.

im sick and i dont think you all care. hurts me real bad. i thot all this 'hate' thing would end,but it seems like it hasnt ended yet. i hate all of you. ALL. tempremental disorder of moods that lead me to insanity.you people cut me open and i bleed bleed bleed.

i dont think you all understand,everythings broken..i dont want to go ~~home.~~ when im ~~home~~ im always hiding in my ~~room.~~ all those feelings. im too tired.

i'll be on hiatus till i dunno when?maybe when im in my friends place or thru phone?idk. because i dont have anything at ~~home.~~ they hide their things from me. oh great! im a complete stranger to them now.

dont tell me your sorry when you're not..

2008-05-10T11:28:00.002+08:00

At times like this i feel like giving up every single thing im facing..you dont understand what im facing.i noe its all my fault,BUT i did not blame anyone for this is my fault.at this age,i noe im rebellious and yes,untrustworthy.i've lose all the trust you had for me..i blame myself for that.its not easy to regain your trust back in me..i give up,i dont want to do anything,just to please you or make you happy bcos i noe its all useless.i did tried my best,but you people just dont see it.im too tired living a life which is so cold&meaningless..i seriously dont give a damn about what you think of me now,because i noe its all useless and no,i dont bother at all.

you people tend to choose to NOT understand me at times,i accept it. TRY put youself in my shoe.you'll noe exactly what im going thru and how pain i feel. im sure when you all read this,you guys either feel disappointed or even angry.but i dont care.come call me or msg me and scold me,because for now,i dont have any tears for you all. i wont say sorry for saying all this because i noe my sorry mean nothing to you people and no,i dont wish to make anymore promises to you people..if i've made any promises lately,oh pls..take my promises away,because i dont want to make anymore promises! for now,my tears are dry.my heart can hold on to everything & im standing up for myself.

i dont need you,you&you to tell me what to do next because i dont care.go on be mad or cry because i've turned out this way.not the way you wanted..and hey,i know i mean nothing to you people,i repeat NOTHING. i dont wish to mean anything to you people also..cos i gave up on you people.i wont tell you anything from now on. go on and see. thats pretty much about it.

im over everything. (:

Lalalovee,Sharon.